Chapter 32✅

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Heyyy gaissss

So... The events in this chapter is a little long... Didnt really think it through.. It was suppose to be only under 2000 words but it got upto over 6000 words... This chpt itself is 3000 words

Hope yall like it!

I thought the storyline through real hard...had lots of doubts and still have my doubts but its okay... Nothing is perfect when you want it to.

Its my brothers birthday today... 1st June..

And i just found out that i'm nocturnal....

I sleep during the day and im wide awake during the night.. Well,,, sometimes...

Its the only time of the day thats actually peaceful in my house to think. The only time of the day that people dont stress me out so i tend to sleep late...

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Its been a while now...

Days passed and I stayed clear of the whole crew.

My emotions were not stable so I didnt come to see them anymore.

After weeks passed by, I stopped contacting them.

All of them.

Besides from Jhope.

No.

I could never do that to him...

He knows something was up but I didnt really want to discuss it with him.

If i guessed right, he doesnt have to ask because he would already know roughly what was going on.

Naturally, i spent my days filling up my time with work. Stayed in the company till late just so i could overtire myself to sleep as soon as i get home.

Therefore i wouldnt have the time to think about what was happening..

Or the energy to space out into another flashback.

Although, i randomly flashback whenever my mind is free.

So i have no choice but to keep my mind rolling till exhaustion

Which i found out, wasnt easy...

"Y/N!" my team leader called me out of my spaced out mind.

I blinked a few times in alarm and got myself back into reality facing her in a confused state.

"yes?"

She shook her head and sighed

"haih.. You should really get some rest. The mr.Kang was right to give you some time off" she looked at me with worry laced at the corners of her eyes

I just smiled and pulled my hair back from my face

"are you okay? You've been spacing out alot lately and you've even finished your work 2 weeks early and helped the others finish theirs!"

I smiled an assuring smile "im fine. Just some personal problems.."

"well.. I hope you get through it. Eventhough it was because of you that we all could leave work an hour earlier!"

I rolled my eyes playfully and smiled as she walked back to her seat.

Maybe i was overdoing myself.. It sure didnt feel like i was...

The head team leader, Mr. Kang had given me and practically forced me to take 2 weeks off and get myself back into my right mind.

Honestly,, i couldnt blame him

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