I was sighing in bed after i woke up.
The fact that i had a flight booked for me made me completely think things through.
All the pros coming from the suggestions SoHye gave me last night replayed in my head.
A vacation...
Maybe i should give it a go?
I tossed and turned in bed and tried to forget about the very idea.
Though it kept bothering me seeing that they already bought me a ticket and took their time to care for me..
Minutes later, i gave up and started packing.
Everything i needed to keep me occupied, all my clothes, accessories, hats, my skincare and makeup.
I got up and took a shower and got dressed in time to catch the flight.
When i arrived at the airport, I printed my ticket.
Luckily, i was just in time to board the flight.
The next thing i knew, i was already seated in the airplane, buckled in and waiting for the flight to take off.
Just then, i recieved a message.
SoHye : Have a safe flight!
I smiled at the recieved message knowing that she knows me well enough for me to give in
Sohye and i have been friends for a LONG time.
She's seen me in all my relationships
Huh..
Not that i dated many.
Though all of them were the same.
They all used me for what i had.
Whether it was for grades in school, for popularity, for recognition and the dumbest ive heard so far,,
For my body..
Haih...
I just wish i would meet someone who would love me like i would love them..
The plane took of and i was flying half way accross the world for a vacation to settle my head.
When i arrived at my destination, i breathed in trying not to panic.
No.
Wait
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE?!
SHIT!
I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING!
I'VE NEVER BEEN ON A VACATION ALONE OUTSIDE OF KOREA!
WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!!
I had a mental breakdown of panic and i bent down on the floor like a ball.
I hugged my knees and tried calming myself down
Calm down y/n calm down...
You can do this.
Breathe in and breathe out
I stood back up on my feet and made sure i neaten my outfit.
"okay y/n lets go and find your hotel" i said to myself
Just as i was about to walk out, i ran into someone and we fell down.
"Nice y/n . Great motivation!" i whispered to myself.
I looked to see the person who i ran into was a guy wearing fully black from his head to his feet.
He had on a black cap, a black mask, black hoodie and some black jeans and white sneakers
He was also wearing shades..
In an airport?
What is he? Famous?
HAHAHAHAH..
Well, i was pretty suspicious of the guy.
I helped him with his things but he suddenly stood up and ran off without saying anything.
"HEY! WAIT!" I shouted as i saw a korean passport laying on the floor of the airport.
I picked it up and opened it.
"Park.. Ji...Min" i read
Huh.. He's korean..
I took all my things and ran to his direction to see if i could catch up to him and give it back.
Im pretty sure he needs the passport back to be able to fly back..
I went out but i couldnt find him anywhere.
Since i was already holding so many things, i decided to put it in my bag and try find a place where i can leave the passport at.
As soon as i went back inside, there was a HUGE crowd of screaming girls violantly pushing against each other with large cameras or phones. And securities .
What the heck?
"excuse me" i said
"no. You are not allowed to go inside" the security told me.
"what? I just need to-"
"i said no! Scram!" the rude security shouted as he tried pushing the girls back.
Being the stubborn person i am, i tried to sneak in and find a way to get back into the airport.
But those screaming girls keep pushing im scared i would get hurt.
And in another enterance, there are reporters.
Paparazzi.
Whatever is going on here?!
Haih!!
Not trying to get into anymore trouble, i decided to just leave.
I took a taxi and rode to the hotel
When i got to the luxurius hotel that YoungSoo had already booked for me, i was struck at the excuisite interior design and how basic but expensive it looked.
"woahh... I guess i can stay here for a while" i smiled at the things my friends do for me.
After checking in and picking up the keys to my hotel room, i took the elevator up to the 14th floor.
My room was at the very end of the hallway and i was more than happy to have that privacy.
I entered my room and closed the door behind me.
I dropped all my bag on the kingsized bed and let myself drop ontop of the neatly covered duvet.
Just then, i got a message from an unknown number and checked the message.
My heart sadden at the sight of what i saw.
A picture of DoYoung making out with a random woman. Different from the one before.
I stared at the picture with sadness, anger and the feeling of betrayal.
My hands itched to check my social media.
He had posted several pictures of him clubbing and of different girls.
He looked like he hadnt regret the discission to break up with me.
That was when i realised that my presence was just minor for him.
Not big enough for him to want me back...
Or to feel guilty.
He hasnt messaged me. No calls no nothing..
I slipped under the covers of the bed and drowned myself in the sorrows as i scrolled down all the pictures and videos on his social media.
A tear rolled down one by one as i silently layed there making my pillow case damp from all the tears.
Maybe i was not meant to be loved..
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