Lies (Jimin Ff)

Chapter 40✅

Its eid isnt it??!!

Here where im from, Eid is a HUGE THING!

What celebration is huge in your country?

HAPPY EID TO ALL WHOS CELEBRATING! HOPE EVERY SECOND IS FILLED WITH HAPPINESS AND CONTENT!

IM YOUR HOPE, YOUR MY HOPE, HE'S .......... !!!

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Sitting at the back of the taxi in the crack of dawn, i gazed out of the window as we drove by empty streets.

Dressed in one of Jimin's hoodies that he had lent to me as we were watching a movie..

It might be creepy but i couldnt seem to give it back just yet.

The biggest comfort i have in my life were the boys.

They helped me see through all my worries. My wrong doings to my family and to actually have the bravery to show my face despite everything.

And one of the best things that happened to me was knowing Jimin..

I touched the material of the hoodie at the bottom and snuggled into it.

Even if im leaving, it doesnt mean that im actually ready for it.

The softness of the inside warmed me up on a cold night. The sun was barely up and even if im way too early for my flight that i had changed last minute, i left the house early without waking any of the others up.

I wasnt good with goodbyes.

So i avoided it and left them a letter i wrote wholeheartedly the whole night.

The warm hoodie still carried Jimin's scent that i loved.

It was calming but i thought that it was just probably i was used having him around me whenever i was broken.

Wouldnt you?

Always having that one person who stood by you in your hard times...

Starting to become a little clingy.

Thats me.

I was starting to become a little obsessed.

Selfish.

Unconsiderate despite the fact that he has been anything but that.

Selfless.

Motivating.

You just want to keep him stuck to you. See him everytime you can and be the only person he sees.

A little too much?

Thats the point.

Thats why i left.

I was scared.

I felt uncomfortable.

Im starting to become who i promised not to be anymore.

I cant control it.

My heart.

Its starting to become very hard to let go.

So before i become anymore mentally unstable, before the boys become anymore hurt, i left.

Isnt that what you would've done?

No matter how much the boys earn and profit the company, a scandal like this could become huge.

They could be sacrificed from the company to save all the other idols under the same company.

I mean, the company has more than 1 group to feed and nurture