Lies (Jimin Ff)

Chapter 35 ✅

Y/n POV

Standing at the enterance of the busan bus station after a 4 and a half hour ride, I gripped my luggage in nervousness as i waited for my ride.

I got discharged yesterday and my time spent in the hospital gave me alot of time to rethink my life.

During my stay, an interviewer had somehow got into my room.

That time, sohye and her brother were visiting.

The interviewer was about to get pulled back and thrown outside but seeing as he was manhandled, screaming as he begged me for an interview, I took pity and told them to let him be.

With a small smile, I agreed to the interview but asked him not to post my pictures.

Excited, he took a seat next to my bed and started asking a list of questions whilst sohye and her brothers watched us from a far.

I answered every question as quickly and honest as i could until he dropped his last question.

While you were holding onto your life, what was or who was the first thing that came to your mind?

My mind went blank for a second

My thoughts...?

The first thing that came to my mind was my mum.

My mother...

Mum...

~flashback~

>>A few years back>>

"y/n! Listen to m-" my mum called me on the phone.

She had asked me to come back for the holidays and meet with my family.

But i turned her down because doyoung said that he was busy during the holidays.

At that time I thought that having my boyfriend with me was conpulsory when seeing parents. So I wouldnt go without him.

"no mum he isnt like that!" during that call, my mum was trying to warn me about how he was a bad influence to me

But i didnt listen.

Too naive..

I was too love struck puppy blind to see pass his words that i lost myself and what i treasured most in my life.

Family.

"he isnt good for you baby, you should see that he i-"

"mum come on. He isnt bad! He is really nice! He understands me. He treats me nice. Besides, you havent met him!" i replied

"thats the point y/n! I HAVENT met him and i already know that he isnt good for you!"

I was so tired and hungry at that time that i was getting pissed real fast...

"now thats not fair mum"

"what isnt?! He hasnt even introduced himself to us. Its been long since you dated him. He is even keeping you from visiting us!"

"come on. I told you that he was busy. He isnt keeping me from visiting.. Im also busy mum" i lied.

I just wanted her to stop ranting and i was tired.

"you should breakup with him!" my mum suggested more like ordered

"what?! No! I love him!" i rejected

"Its not love! You're just blind right now! You're leaning too much on your emotions!" my mum ranted

"No! im not! Im not leaving him!" i got angry and upset and at this point i didnt really think about what i was saying.