Soukoku One Shots

Im yours

Warning: SMUT (romantic soft and caring)
They are 18 here
Dazai was holding Chuuya in his arms while walking back from a mission in which Chuuya had to use corruption. Unlike most times that chuuyas ability is used, dazai almost didn't make it. He had almost been too late to save his partner. But Chuuya is so much more to Dazai than just a partner, he's his partner, his loyal dog, his best friend, and most importantly, his lover of two years. When he fell in love with Chuuya when they were 15 dazai had sworn to himself he would always protect Chuuya and save him from being destroyed by his own ability, and today he almost broke that promise and that pained him more than words could describe.

Once they were home Dazai laid Chuuya (who was barely conscious) on the bed and stayed by his side.

"You can rest now, partner," Dazai whispered with his voice cracking slightly. Upon hearing this Chuuya sat up immediately as if he had never been hurt. The ginger softly reached over and cupped his lovers face with worry in his eyes.

"What's wrong Osamu?" Dazai lightly smiled as he hears Chuuya use his given name. It was only on special occasions or when he was comforting him.

"I-I just... I  was almost too late Chuuya!" The brunette started crying, a rare sight to see. Chuuya pulled Dazai's head into his lap while he cried. When dazai was done crying, Chuuya made it so dazai was looking at him. Seeing The cuts and blood on his partners face just made the pain in Dazai's chest worse.

"I know, it's okay though, don't blame yourself baby, I'm here, you saved me just like you always do, my knight in shinning armor. I'm okay, I promise, don't worry Osamu, it's not your fault." These words of reassurance from Chuuya always helped to calm the taller man's mind, especially when being called "baby" or "Osamu."

"Y-you could have died though Chuuya... I couldn't stand it if you died... I wouldn't be able to live on knowing I'd never see you again, god Chuuya, you're my reason for living, I love you so damn much, I don't say it enough, but I love you."

Chuuya picked Dazai's head up until they were face to face then gently kissed him. The kiss conveyed so many emotions: love, caring, desperation, fear, worry, adoration. When dazai tried to pull away to say something Chuuya just pulled him back into the kiss that was still tender and loving. After a few seconds of light kisses, dazai feverishly kissed his lover deeply.

Dazai pulled away to let the petite man breathe before touching everywhere so gently it almost wasn't there.

"Dazai..."

"Shhh Chuuya, I-I just need to be in your arms, to feel you, to just love you, so please Chuuya, can I make love to you?" The brunette had said this with the most soft, caring, and worried face the ginger had ever seen.

"I still don't feel 100% so please... be gentle..." Dazai then switched their position to where now Chuuya was on his back with dazai hovering over him.

"Of course baby, of course." Dazai kissed Chuuyas usually soft, but now chapped, lips then moved to kiss his closed eyes, his cheeks, his forehead, his nose, then down lower to his neck. The kisses were light and made the redhead's heart flutter at feeling so cared for.

He then moved down and carefully took off chuuyas layers of clothing off after taking his own clothes off. Having Chuuya fully exposed, dazai gently kissed up and down his torso before licking his sensitive nipples while looking up at the now blushing ginger.

"Are you okay Chuuya?"

"M-mmhm, please dazai, please hurry... it hurts..." Dazai went back up to kiss his petite lover and play with his matted hair.

"I just want to take care of you and show you how much I appreciate you, I love every part of you Chuuya, every single part of you, I'm so crazy in love with you... I'm yours, Nakahara Chuuya."

"And I'm yours, Dazai Osamu." Hearing this dazai reached over to the drawer to grab the bottle of lube they keep there for the nights they need it immediately.

The taller man lubed up his fingers then carefully stuck one in making the ginger wince in pain but nodded to tell Dazai he can continue. Dazai carefully prepared his partner before lubing his member.

"Is it okay Chuuya?"

"Please..." upon hearing chuuyas words of approval, he entered slowly and carefully not wanting to further hurt his partner. Once he was all the way in he looked at the petite man who had tears in his eyes but still said it was okay to move. Dazai kept a slow loving pace that drove them both crazy.

"Osamu... I love you Osamu... please harder..."

"Shhh, not tonight baby, I'm not going to hurt you okay?" Chuuya whimpered despite knowing that dazai would never go rough after using corruption. Dazai leaned down and kissed Chuuya softly as he worshiped his body.

"D-dazai I'm close..."

"Me too, I've got you, cum whenever you need baby." Chuuya nodded his head as dazai started moving a bit faster whispering in his ear "I'm sorry, I love you, I love you Chuuya, stay with me, I love you."

"Dazai I'm going to-"

"I know baby, me too, you can do it chuu, I won't stop you tonight." Once given permission, Chuuya came with a small cry and Dazai came soon after. The brunette gently pulled out and laid next to Chuuya.

"Do you want me to clean you?"

"No, I'm too tired, everything hurts..."

"I'm sorry, was I too rough? I'm sorry Chuu."

"No no, it's not your fault, you did perfect." Chuuya snuggles closer to the brunette and whispered in his ear, "I love you, Osamu, don't forget that," before falling asleep in his lovers arms.

"I love you too Chuuya, sleep well my love."