Innocent love for gege

hopes are falling apart!

Yibo, tomorrow....

Is uncle coming?

No, some guests are coming over, and I want you to help them, we are planning to get you engaged with her daughter, or we can skip it and do it marriage itself!

I don't want to get married, what's going on? Why didn't you ask me, mother! I want to go back and that's it! I am leaving tomorrow!

Don't let your father hear that, he has already promised his friend. You are 20, your brothers had kids when they were your age!

Mother...., I don't want to! This is not a big thing, little more justification, and my mother will surely support me!

"Father, don't you think it's early? What's the rush"? I said once he joined us in the conversation.

You are not happy? Do you wanna go back?

Yes, I'll leave tomorrow, it's been 2 months! I miss my job!

Yeah..... you must be missing your king!

and i touched my cheek that is still letting out heat due to the sudden force on it!

Frightened, terrified, that's what I am! They can't know anything, can't!

My mother was kicked out of the room, clearly, she was concerned about me!

Fooling around with him, that's what you are missing! I can't even say that!

No, we didn't do anything wrong!

Shut up, and you if want to go back, get married and you are free to go, take your wife along too! If not, then there is no need to think about leaving this place!

A couple more months and he will forget you already or maybe he already did! You know how many young people join that place every day, he must have found someone else by now, is your even brain working, he poked my head! 

We would have never known, about all this, you can't imagine how hard it was for me to face your uncle! I didn't believe him before, but after observing you, things are much clear now! Get it in your head, "you are getting married and that's it".

They lock me up, my father hit me again because I refused to come out, I don't want to meet those guests if this marriage happens, there's no turning back!

Everyday, My mother leaves the food at the door, she is not allowed to meet me, my father knew, she will surely help me out of love. I just need to survive their rude behavior and little yet hard beatings! One of my brothers always accompanies me either I'm home or going out, the second thing rarely happens!

Maybe after 3 months, 6 months or year they will give up the idea of getting me a wife, or maybe Zhange will look for me! I wonder, what did Uncle told him, now I understand everything, all this was planned, that's why they were not letting me talk to lee, we only exchanged hellos and before he could talk to me, we left!

As usual, I am sitting in my room, locked, is he missing me, is he thinking about me? I closed my eyes! Moments later, the door opened and my mother walked in, I didn't want to hear the same stuff again, so i really didn't appreciate her presence!

Yibo, she raised her hand, and out of reflex, I covered my face, nowadays they only use their hand to hit me!

Son, why don't you just forget everything and start a new life, I'm sure you will get used to it, be a good boy like you always were! Once, you get married, you will surely fell in love again! 

I feel so helpless now and slowly I might become hopeless too!  I could also hear my father screaming and cursing me outside.

He's drunk! He kicked the door couple of times, trying to unlock it!

Be ready for another beat, yibo! I thought!

Surprisingly, I heard another voice, the person who is responsible for all this, uncle! I could hear him, telling my dad to stop, he sounds angry too!

I posted a letter to your uncle, and mentioned your father's behavior towards you and about your physical health, he came to check on you!

I just laid down on the floor, having no desire to talk to anyone, I saw my mother leaving and letting my uncle in.

Will you take me back?

No, I'm only here to check on you, why don't you follow your parent's wish and stop torturing yourself, if your parents can't accept this, you think the queen will accept you! Don't be a fool, yibo!
You have family, work and soon you can make your own little family, open your eyes, what else you expect from life?

I..just want my Zhange! Nothing else!

I quickly ran and hugged his legs as I saw him leaving the room,

Please...take me back, please don't leave me behind!