Innocent love for gege

Confession

Next day:

So, what do you want to do now???
That's why I am here, you tell me???
Listen!!!! You don't need any help, why would you need help who has nothing to do with the marriage.
She's forcing him, he's not ready for marriage.
How do you know that? Did he say that to you??
No, he said, he's fine with that.
Then???? Where's the problem??? Let him be, you are only his worker, don't interfere.
I walked away...
Hey, ley grabbed my elbow, where are you going??
I'll help myself, I should have not come to you.

Yibo, open up your mind??
What help are you talking about? Why do you feel bad when the king is getting married?? Don't say he's forced, he himself cleared that out!!!!
Now, I want you to think and tell me.

He's my inspiration, I feel bad if he leaves me.

What difference that makes?? You can still get inspiration from him??? his marital status has nothing to do with that!!!
I don't know...

let me tell you, I have role-models too and I wish happiness for them, whenever they decide to get married, I will be very happy for them, but it would be hard for me to accept one person's marriage which is Hua, because I love her. Understand??

You mean i ...
Yes, you...

Do feel nice when he mentioned his future wife?
No
What did you want to do at that moment, when he said, you can't be in his room?
I wanted to say that I always want to be around him, with him.
Do you think about him doing... to his wife, Don't tell me just answer yourself!!!
I wish I can be in her position.

Do I really??
Yes, my friend!!!!
I love Zhange...
And I had noticed it a long time ago, your eyes tell that very clearly, you are so innocent.
Thank you so much lee.
Now tell him...
Should I??
Of course, I "myself" am fighting for my love, you should too.

As both I and Lee walked towards the palace, we saw that workers have started decorating the palace, my eyes immediately filled with water, sending a shiver to my body, especially my legs. I stopped walking,
Yibo,
Did he already talk to his mother, maybe she has already chosen a girl for him, that's why the preparation for the ceremony has already started? I have not feeling any emotions, I just want to stand here all alone.
... these are for... wait I should not tell him, let me make use of this chance.
Yibo, you can't give up. At least tell him, how much you love and care about him. If he is happy with the engagement, he's still gonna do it anyway, but your burden will get a little loosen.

I wanted to refuse because I can't be selfish, by confessing my feelings I will hurt him, he treated me as a good friend, I can't do that, I thought
Yibo, please, do it???

I didn't answer him and left for my room.

In king's room, start of the shift:

Greetings king,
Yibo,,,,
Could you mind waiting outside, I need to dress up because I will meet my mother today, you can come back in 30 minutes. Okay!!!!
I did what I was asked to do.

Lee's words were roaming in my head, should I say it?? But what's the point, even the engagement preparation has started, I took a long time to understand my own feelings.
I went inside, he is ready, Yibo, let's go.

King??
Yes,
Congratulations!!! I bowed, I wish the best for you..
.... for what???
For your engagement?
My engagement, who told you that??
The decorations are already started, king!!!! Sorry what I don't think I'll be able to attend the ceremony, I need to go back home.
Why?? So sudden?? At least stay a few days?
I feel like I don't belong here anymore.
He walked towards me, and why do you feel that??
Because
Yes because...
You are going away from me,
Why did that make any difference to you??
It does.
How??
I..
He walked even more closer, I moved back
I....
Walked further forward, i was about to walk back but he grabbed me from my waist And said,
Why are you getting hurt??
I wasn't able to control myself, i really want to hug him and let him know that I love him so damn much.
I...

Suddenly, he let go of me, I think i should go, I don't think you have something important to say, you can tell me after i come back,

Zhange, I said in a desperate tone,
Still walking away,
Zhange,
....
Zhange Wo ai ni
I love you!!!!

I ran and hugged him from behind, I love you please don't leave me, don't leave me without even becoming mine. Please.