Innocent love for gege

Decision

After a few days:

As I was on my way to Zhange's room, hi yibo, I stopped after hearing lee's voice.

Hi,,,,,,,
I was coming to your place to meet you.
Why??
What do you mean by why?? Of course, I want to talk about Hua, it's been a week, did she mention anything about me.
No, she did not, we'll talk about this later, I'm in a hurry!!!
What hurry!!! If I remember correctly your work start at 9 pm,?????
Yeah, but I prefer to go early.
Early, one hour early, come on man... are you serious??
Yes very much, I don't like going to work in a hurry and then make avoidable mistakes that would lead to any trouble for the king.
Hey... who's more important to you king or me?? King has many workers who can serve him but I don't have anyone.
Listen, I'll help you later, okay!!!
You are the first person who pays this much attention to the job or should I say to the king?
What.. what do you mean??
I mean... he looked at a guard who was passing by... one second.
He brought the worker to me.
Can you please answer my few questions??

"Sure, what's up"??the random guy answered
For how long are you working here??
Almost 2 years...
Okay, tell me what do you like about your job??
Of course money!!! I'm paid really well and the work pressure is less.
Yibo and you,?
I like it because it makes me feel, I am helping the king through my duty.

Okay!!! My second question is what do you think about our king??
He is a very wise king, he pays well, treats everyone nicely, the system created by him lets me take days off when I am sick without cutting anything from my salary.
And you??
"He is a very hard-working, punctual, dedicated, and generous person", I said.
I don't think I need to ask another question, we can clearly see the difference, A likes B because B profits him in one or another way, in contrast, C likes B because of his qualities and personality even if C is not getting any extra profit in return. Still, just to make sure.
My third question? Just choose one of two ok?? Both say it at the same time? Understood!!
What if you get a chance to work in another place which offers you more money than you are earning now. Will you accept it??
Yes
No {yibo}

Thanks my friend, have fun, lee said to the guy.

So???
What?
Want to explain?
He's my role model, he inspires me to do my best, there's nothing wrong with admiring someone. Now, move and Let me go.
Sure, sure go, but think about it, why is the king always on your mind?? That guy also likes the King but he only appreciates his role as king and not the king himself, he doesn't bother about the king as long as he is getting paid whereas you, you my boy you are so into him.
Shut up!!!!!
I will always be your friend no matter what choices you make. Ask me if you need help.
I ignored him, I don't understand what he is saying, yes I like him, I think about him, only because he's too perfect and I want to be like him.

After a month:

It's 10 pm, I'm standing outside Zhange's room because he is talking with his mother, I can hear his mother shouting.
Will you give the little happiness I am asking from you? Can't you do that? You are my only child, whom else should I ask for happiness? Don't say you are young, tell me the truth behind your stupid rejection!!!!
Mom please, no matter how many times I explain to you, you never understand, give me a few days, Will you??
Just a few days, you better prepare yourself and move ahead in life. That would be the best gift ever.
After a few minutes, she walked out and I went in.

Zhange was standing near the window, he didn't notice me.
Greetings King, Are you fine??
Yibo,................yes what would happen to me.
Actually, I was thinking about what my mother said, you must have heard her, she was pretty loud, anyway, I think she's right!!
About what???
About getting me a partner,
But didn't you used to say you are still young?
Yes, that was 2 years back, I'm turning 22 soon, so I think I should be fine. It's gonna beneficial for you too.
Me?? How??
Then you don't have to help me during my nightmares.
Why??? I was barely able to say that!!!
Obviously, my wife would take care of that. And also I am thinking about appointing you another job after my marriage.
Why??
Obviously, I can't have you inside my room while me and my wife, you know, she will feel uncomfortable with another guy's presence.
I understand... I love hearing him but today I want him to stop........
Maybe you can help my kids, they will love you and I completely trust you.
I kept my eyes down, I don't want to up look and see the reality that he doesn't want my help anymore, but I still want to be around him.
What do you think??
That's grea.. great!!!
Okay then!!! I will go right now, and let my mother know about my decision.
This statement of his made me look up at him, before I was able to say something, he already passed me,
Zhange... wait

He stopped,
Pardon king, ( because I always call him Zhange in my thoughts, it came out unconsciously)
Do you have anything to say?? He said, without turning around.
I ... I want, I think you should go tomorrow, it's so late.

I heard him, breathe heavily, you're right!!!
I will visit her tomorrow, maybe after my night routine, I know after hearing this news she will finally able to sleep well. Thank you for your suggestion yibo. I'll sleep.

I feel like something is slipping away from me, I don't want to let it go.
What should I do???
Lee
Maybe lee can help me.