Ship: Jihope, Hopemin
Warning ⚠️: Death, suicide
Genre: OF COURSE ANGSTY HOES
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I watched you as you broke,
Your body wrecking with sobs,
Me crying silently because I couldn't anything.
I tried to save you,
To help you,
But you didn't let me.
You just allowed yourself to break everyday,
Thinking yourself worthy of the pain.
Did you ever think of me?
When you slid the blade across your wrist,
Did you think of me mourning on your funeral?
When you said everyone hates you,
Did you think of how I loved you?
Even with all your flaws,
Even with all of your insecurities.
I loved you.
And I still do.
At times when you remained still as a statue,
In a way that would convince people that you were dead,
Including me.
But you were indeed dead,
Dead soul, dead emotions,
The place where your heart was,
Empty.
I had tried to cheer you up,
And maybe you had laughed and cracked a smile,
But at the end of the day,
You were back to your reality.
Sad.
Angry.
Helpless.
Hopeless.
Devastated.
Emotionless.
Dead.
Your silence,
Concerning and defeaning,
YOU ARE READING
HOSEOK X BTS OT6
Fanfictionone shots of hoseok and the other bts members. warnings This book contains • strong language • mental abuse • self harm • death • suicide attempts disclaimer: this is not meant to ship any of the members in reality and is purely a work of fiction.
