𝗪𝗵𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘀, 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲. <𝗮 𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝗳𝗶𝗰>

𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢.

It's never forgive and forget, it's always forgive and remember.

I forgave nathan. I didn't tell anyone, but I secretly forgave him. It's been a month since everything. The auditions, the drama, the huge sleepover that lasted a week with Akira, Lyon, and Vivi, and me and YaYa are losing hope on the movie. We heard Lyon got the part as noodles even though he auditioned for wildcard, I'm happy for him.

It was a Wednesday afternoon and I was in my room, drawing. I found out I could draw really well, so I started doing it a lot. I usually played my playlist while drawing. But today I decided on drawing with a quiet surrounding. Yeah, that didn't work out.

"OH MY GOSH!!! FAITH!!!! YAYA!! GET DOWN HERE!!!" I heard my mother yell, from downstairs. I ran quickly thinking I was in trouble, but she had a huge smile on her face.

"YOU GOT PARTS IN THE MOVIE!" She yelled. We all jumped around for five minutes screaming and chanting "we got the role". Wait a second.

"Wait!!"
They both stop and look at me.
"What roles did we get?" YaYa looked at our mom, as if she were wondering that too.

"Well, they changed the roles up a bit. YaYa is Missy, and faith, they changed Mckenzie from Missy's sister to FaceMakers sister, so instead of being Missy's sister, your facemaker's. Missy won't have a sister" she explained.

"Ohhhhhh. Gotcha." I said. We all look at each other and it's as if we all read each other's minds, we all start jumping around at the same time.
"WE GOT THE ROLES WE GOT THE ROLLS" was all you could hear. I'm sure our neighbors were concerned.

<1 week time skip, table read & meeting for movie>
We were shooting the movie next week. This week is full of table reads and just a week where the cast can hang out and get to know each other. Me and YaYa picked Akira up, she was sitting in the back with me.

"Are we there yet?"

"Are we there yet?"

"Are we-"
"NO YAYA WERE NOT THERE YET"

Me and Akira just sat there and witnessed YaYa get yelled at by our mom. We looked at each other than looked back at YaYa who was shocked. Our mom never yelled at her, everyone knew that. Our mom wasn't someone to yell at anyone as a matter of fact. If me or YaYa got in trouble, she'd sit us down and talk to us then tell us to not do it. She NEVER yelled at us.

After 10 minutes of awkward silence, we got there. Finally. We all got out of the car, and walked into the building. We were immediately engulfed in a hug by Lyon and Vivien.

"Hey guys!" I said, cheerfully.
"Hi faith-y!" Vivi said, giggling.
"Why hello princess Vivien" i crouch down to her size and hug her again, smiling.
"Wheres our hug?" Akira and YaYa said, crouching down and opening their arms. Vivien ran to both of them and hugged them individually. I stood up and hugged Lyon.

"It's so nice to see you again" I said, though it came out kinda muffled since I was very short, so my face was in his shoulder.
"Huh?" He asked, and laughed. I laughed with him and pulled away.
"I said, it's nice to see you again"
He thought,
"It's okay to see you again I guess" he said playfully, rolling his eyes.

I act offended, and walk over to another pair of girls that are there. There's two of them, they're talking.

"Hi! I'm faith Gosselin! I play Mckenzie, Facemakers sister." I hold my hand out for them to shake, and they do.
"I'm Hala Finley, I play Ojo!" The short one with dark hair said. She was pretty.
"I'm lotus blossom, I play A Cappella" i nod. They seem nice.
"Do you want to be friends?" They both look at each other than nod yes. I smile, and they smile back.

Before we can start another conversation i hear something I kinda wanted to hear.
"Hey Nathan!" I heard lyon say. I turn around and who do I see?
Nathan Blair.
We locked eyes and he quickly walked over to me.

"Hi.."

"Hey.."

It was so awkward. You know how in middle school if you saw someone you knew in a store and your parents forced you to say hi to them you'd say hi than sit there awkwardly? Yeah that's what this felt like.

"I'm sorry I-"

"I forgive you. But I'm also sorry" I look up at him and smile, he looked shocked.

"Your not hurt still? Your not mad?!" He started getting angry, I don't know why, I just forgave him. Shouldn't he be happy?

"Uhm nathan, are you okay?" I asked him genuinely worried.

"No. I'm not. You shouldn't be accepting my apology! I'm a terrible person. Your so accepting and forgiving! Someone could break your arm and you'd forgive them! It's stupid and dumb and-"
...
Did he just call me dumb?
I forgive him and this is what he does?
Maybe we weren't meant to be friends, or anything more than friends. Just enemy's.

I feel the tears brimming my eyes. Hala, Lotus, YaYa, Lyon, Vivien, and Akira run over to me.
"Dude, what the heck?" Lyon asked, shoving nathan backwards. Nathan shoved him back.
"It's true dude! It's stupid and dumb and SHes gonna get hurt one day!" Nathan replied. Lyon sighed.
"You," he pushed his pointer finger at Nathan, causing Nathan to stumble back a bit.
"Are not the Nathan that WE" he points between Akira, YaYa, Vivien, himself, and I.
"know and love." He finally finished his sentence. When he said that, Nathan's face showed heartbreak and anger. Did he really think they'd take his side?
...
"Lyon's right." Akira finally spoke up.
"Agreed" YaYa said, holding onto my arm while looking at Nathan, anger was her only facial expression.

"I agree with them.." Vivi pointed at us, and hugged my leg.
Nathan looked at me, as if I was gonna side with him. I shook my head no and started to speak.

"They're right nathan, what you said was rude. I actually wanted to give you a second chance. A third chance actually. But you screwed it up."

He nods and turns around and heads to three other boys. We all sigh and Lotus and Hala are confused.
"What just happened?" Hala asked, lotus nodding in agreement to her sentence.

"Long story"