The Green Love

chapter 7

left it at a cliff hanger XD so proud of myself lol. I'm am still grounded (sigh.) but i hate it when people dsnt upload within a week so i didnt wanna keep you guys waiting.

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Ryan's dad POV ( i can't think of a name so can you guys help??")

  SSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHIIIIIITTTTT! I FUCKING F-ED MY SONS GIRL. I better find a way to get rid of her.

Sam's POV

"uhh....er.. its nice to meet you SR." my voice small. he held out his hand and i jumped and stepped back. "Please just call me Will." The fuck i will. i looked him in the eyes and saw he recognized me . i also saw lust, i shivered. he took his hand back and nodded. " so whose hungry?" Clara asked." come on and take a seat in the dining room. We nodded and took our seats , ryan next to me clara in front of Ryan and of course Mr. Icky in front of me. As we ate i zoned out. Should i tell Ryan? will he hate me? will Mr. icky try and kill me? and what about Clara i don't wanna be a home recker...i.."Sam are you ok?" i jumped and focused out of my thoughts . "huh?" Ryan looked worried " well dad asked you a question and you didn't answer , then i called you about three times."  "oh i ....uh.. I.I'm sleepy i think i need to go to bed...I'll uh just excuse myself. Clara the food was good as always." she smiled. i got from my seat and headed to ryan and I's room. As soon as the doors were closed i began to cry. i curled up in  ball on the bed. i felt dirty. despair lost. and the list just kept growing. the moment I'm actually happy mom has to ruin it i laughed , and she doesnt even know she's doing it.  i heard the door creek open and i panicked, i wiped the tears of my face and sunk deeper in the covers. "sam bug are you awake?" it was Ryan. "y-yes" damn my voice. "whats wrong Sammie?" Ryan asked concern in his voice. i should tell him. but he's gonna hate me. "i n-nothing." i felt his gaze on me. "your lying. Samantha tell me whats wrong right now." i cringed its been a while since he called me by my name and his voice was stern and demanding. " its nothing"  he pulled the covers of and i closed my eyes. " Samantha tell me.. if its nothing then why is the bed wet and your face its pale" i shugged. " please sammie tell me whats wrong." i bit my lip and shook my head. " why" his voice hurt. " because your gonna hate me" i opened my eyes , when i started to taste my own blood in my mouth. "that will never happen. i love you." he looked at me and his eyes widened. " stop it stop hurting yourself." i let go of my lip and tried to force the words out. "y-y-your dad." he looked confused. "what about him? are you scared of him?" i nodded. "why he's been nothing but nice." i shook my head. " no he..he " i started sobbing. " he r-r-r-raped m-me" Ryan rapped his arms around me. " what?!" i started shaking rage filling in me. "he fucking raped me! ok!" Ryan looked angry scary even. " what?! there must....must be a mistake." i shook my head. " i never forget a face Ryan , especially when its the first person who took my innocence. I'm sorry if you hate me..i " he cut me off " there is no way in hell you're to blame" he rushed towards me and soon i was in his comforting embrace. This was the only place i felt safe. " I'm sorry sam bug.. i .. i guess i was shocked and please don't hate me. It's not your fault and i love you even more." i tuned and faced him. "why" i asked confused.

i just told him, his own dad raped me and he loves me more?!

OMG he doesn't hate me.

" because you had enough courage to tell me, and face that creep all night. Babe your one of the bravest people i know." i smiled and wrapped my arms around him. " i love you " he whispered.

" i love you too"

Ryans Pov

That sick bastered. I'm going to kill him. Just wait till sam bug's sleep. " i love you" i whispered. "i love you too" she replied. 

My poor sammie she's been through enough already and now this. i can't believe dad would do something so disgraceful. How could anyone hurt sammie. One look in her light grey eyes would make anyone guilt and apoligize if they were doing something wrong. i growled. HE HURT MY SAMMIE! "whats wrong " she whispered. i shook my head " nothing, come on lets get in the bed i promise we'll get rid of that sick bastard tomorrow." she nodded.