The Green Love

Chapter:1

sorry......it cursing XD

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                           "stupid bitch come here you got a B on your progress report"  I woke up and ran to the door and locked it. I heard her coming up the stairs.the door nob rattled Bang....Bang...Bang "Open this door right now" she said in a deep angered voice. I ran and got in the shower and put on dark destroyed jeans,  Black Micky Mouse shirt that stopped at my belly-button and a leather jacket. I went back in the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I looked in the mirror my eye is almost healed. She will not ruin me today. I covered my bruise with concealer.  much better. i grabbed my book bag and opened the window. "honey open the door so you i can give you your lunch money i don'y want my baby to starve." she said in a sweet motherly voice now. jeesh bipolar much? i shook me head jumped out the window and walked to school.

             My 'mother' wasn't always like this. When i was 3 we were a happy normal family until dad died of a heart attack. Mom blamed me because i didn't call 911. hello i was sleep in the my room and i was 3 years old. how the fuck was a 3 year old suppose to call 911, i barely knew how to use the t.v let alone walk. At that time mom was at work. The hitting didn't start until i was 7. I use to think it was my fault so i would get straight A's in all my classes. One day I showed mom and she slapped me across my face then just walked away like nothing happened.Now here i am 16 years old and still dealing with this shit. I've tried to get away and they all ended up badly. I quit after my ex-best friend Macy got involved and was almost killed. I stopped talking to her, but she still won't give up on me like the rest of the school. I just try to ignore her as best i can.

           As i walked up walked up to the entrance school i say everyone look at the new kid.whats his name? Bryan..no...Ryne...no...Ryan yea thats it Ryan. I guess you could call him cute  with his dark brown hair, light blue eyes, and well built body but he's annoying as hell. He's just moved here about 2 weeks ago. When he thinks I'm not looking he just stares at me.i shivered creepy.I walked to my class 10min early like always and sat in the back near the window. I layed my head down and went to sleep. I was woken up by the bell and students walking in. "hey Ryan" all the girls said in unison "hey ladies". I didn't bother looking up. please don't sit by me, PLease don't sit by me. Everyday he would sit next to me and try to talk. i would try to ignore him though , but this kid just won't get the hint. I heard  the chair beside me screech.dammit i already have enough problems. "Ryan why do you always sit with her, shes obviously  a loser. why don't you come sit with us."Staci the  Queen Bee said sweetly. Thaaaaannnnnnkkkkk yyyyooooouuuu Staci. wow i thought i would never say that."Do you have to be mean Staci i mean its already bad enough your the schools slut ;we don't wanna add mean to the loooong list of imperfections do we." Ryan said sweetly. My head shot up, that was the first time he actually stood up for me when Staci said things like that. Not that i needed him to stand up for me. I looked at Staci and laughed for the first time in  10 years. Wow thats a long time but its. true. "you have a nice laugh " i looked at him. he was looking at me again. I went back to to laying down. "this is when you say thanks Ryan. and then give me your number." i shook my head. "come on pppppppppplllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssseeeeeeeeeee?" i shook my head. "how about i take you Beach some time" i shake my head.jeesh has he ever been told no. "what if i promise to leave you alone forever?"i looked at him still laying down. "promise" he smiled and nodded."ok" he smiled from ear to ear. and shot out from yes seat "YES!" everyone turned and looked at him including  Ms.bane our history teacher. "is there something you want to tell the whole class Mr.Smith. he blushed and sat back down. I started laughing and he hid his face with a book. aww thats so cu- NO come on sam don't think that way.you promised yourself to never get close to anyone.i sighed and went back to sleep.

             When class was over i grabbed my stuff and headed towards my locker. " hey, sam whats up" said Macy. I nodded and opened my locker."come on Sam we've been friends since what? 4th grade and you wanna throw that all away because of one little incident?" little?  i looked at her. "OK fine it wasn't little but i miss you" she said as a sad smile appeared on her face. i sighed " i miss you to, but i can't risk you getting hurt again.i love you enough to let you go." she looked at me stunned i actually talked to her." i know just let me handle that ok and if you refuse i will come to your mothers house and curse her out." i gasp." no..no don't do that ok i'll talk to you again." she smiled and hugged me great. "I love you too Sammie." As we were hugging i heard someone clear their throat. I let go and turned to see Ryan there. "hate to break this love fest but when do you want  me to pick you up for our DATE." he is so loving this. "tomorrow around 4:30" i said. " great I'll see you then." as he walked away Mace kept jumping up and down." you have a date with Ryan he is so hot!" then she stopped and frowned."wait you talked to him but not me?" hurt in her eyes. "no mace he kept bothering me and then he said if i go on 1 date with him he'll leave me alone." the frown disappeared into a full blown laugh."well that romantic" she said sarcastically.

     When school ended i walked home listing to I will be by Leona lewis. " Need a ride" i jumped "shit Ryan! you shouldn't sneak up on me" he smiled at me and did the puppy dog eyes.AWW.i shook my head "no i don't but thanks."i said." are you sure cause its not problem at all." i stoopped and he braked " no its ok really i'm fine." He smiled "ok I'll just follow you home then" i shrugged. I plugged both of my earphones in and began singing.  

            There's nothing I could say to you

        Nothing I could ever do to make you see

        What you mean to me

        All the pain, the tears I cried

        Still you never said goodbye and now I know

        How far you'd go

              [Bridge:]

  I know I let you down

But it's not like that now

This time I'll never let you go

          I looked to see if Ryan was still there. he was staring at me with his mouth open. I took an earphone "what" he blinked  "you uh have a nice voice." I blushed "thanks." and i looked away. crash!  I looked back at Ryan.His car had knocked over the trash cans. i started laughing. "hey its not funny you distracted me."ssuuurrrreee" i pluge my earphones in and started singing and walking again.

 is he really going to follow me all the way home. i looked at Ryan again. He was smiling so hard. yep he is!  i shook my head."ugh!" i walked toward his car. he smiled even harder. "what made up give up?" i smiled " the poor trash cans were begging not to get hit again." i laughed when i saw his face drop." they were also begging for you to kiss me." i shook my head."thats one wish they will never have." he frowned then shrugged it off. I was about to turn on the radio when Ryan smacked my hand away." not until you sing me a song."i shook my head "NO" "is that your favorite word or something." i smiled innocently"when I'm talking to you yes," he smiled. "NOT cool Sammie" My eyes widen, no one except Macy calls me that. He looked at me "whats wrong you don't like your nickname." "no its I...Only one person calls me Sammie and thats Macy " he frowned" oh do you want me to call you something else." he smiled " how about Ryans girlfriend." i laughed "you wish". The rest of the ride was in complete silence so i closed began singing bleeding love by Leona lewis.  the car stopped. I opened my eyes . we were at my house and Ryan was staring at me again.  i stopped singing "wow that was amazing you should be in the-" before he could start i got out of the care and opened the door.I turned and watched as he left.  why did i sing to him. i only did it for dad. Mom doesn't even Know. I turned  around and hit the floor. My cheek burning and stinging. "that will teach you to leave me while I'm talking to you." My mom ran up stairs and came back down with her bat. Here we go again.......