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Words lost in the silence~Ch.7

Nikki pov:

I was walking back to the castle. It was already around 3 in the morning but I couldn't stand to be in that place. Every time I turned the corner in that damn castle the memories of when Wilbur was still somewhat around flooded into my thoughts. I miss him more than anything I wish the boys would understand that. Tubbo had come to find me asking me why Tommy was crying but I just simply told him to go back home that I needed space. Which of course I did need space but the only reason I told him to go back was so I don't have another one of my sons hate me.

walked up the castle stairs into the foyer and then into the hall that was aligned with beautiful artwork. I would always sit here after the boys went to bed and wait to see if Wilbur would come back witch as you know he never did. I had learned Wilbur was gone and working with Shlatt because I had gotten a note one day from Wilbur.

I walked to my room shutting the door and walking over to my nightstand. I had a little key in the necklace Wilbur had given me. I opened the locket revealing a small key and unlocked the locked drawer. I had promised myself I would never open this up again but I just could not help the temptation. I grabbed the letter from the draw staring at it while I felt tears swell up in my eyes... As I began to read the last words I ever heard from Wilbur.

{The letter}

Dear Nikki

I know I have screwed up I know you may never forgive me, but please know I still love you and the boys very much. My love please know I am trying I want to go back home and spend all day with the kids, but sadly I am in quite a predicament which I don't know if I can get out of. Please know I am trying I never meant for this to happen I messed up and caused our whole family pain and I will never forgive myself for that.

My love, please know if I don't get back from this please know I will always cherish our memories. Remember when we used to go to the garden when we were younger and watch the stars as I would play you music on my guitar. Your favorite song was "Since I Saw Vienna" I remember you used to tell me how I should become a singer but I always refused. Nikki, please understand you were the best thing to ever happen to me when I said I would love you forever at the alter I meant it.

Please know I will forever miss the kids I wish I could just go home. I am sorry I had to leave Tommy and Tubbo alone at such a young age. I promised you we would raise them together but sadly promises must be broken whether you want them to or not. I know you will do an amazing job raising Tommy and Tubbo I mean look at techno he may be a little grumpy but still an amazing kid. I know the kids nor you will probably ever forgive me just know I love all of you more than you could ever know.

Love, Wilbur

{This is how I imagined it would look if that was Nikki holding and reading the letter}

{Still Nikki pov}