Leave and never return~Ch.8

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{Future}

I walked through the town "It's all gone...and it's all my fault" I have to go every day knowing I am the reason everything is gone. It feels like a heavy rock. I am too weak to move. I told ~~~~ I would never forget our memories yet I want to forget. I wish I would have never told them I wish I never let go. I walk through the town and it gets harder to walk at this point. "Ugh, why did I even come here? It's not like it's gonna bring ~~~~ back" The agony I felt just saying their name made me feel numb.

I started to walk back to my horse as I saw something in the distance "What is that?" I start to walk over as things turn around "~~~ what are you doing here" I gave them a look of despite I knew who they were but why here I mean they were the reason for all of this, so why not just leave town. I started to walk over as the other person turned to look at me.

"Your job is done so why are you still here?". I said, giving them a confused look. "I miss them... god I miss them so much!". I could hear the pain in their voice "You have to let them go" I tried to calm the man down "How can I let them go...I love ~~~~ I wish I could have told them." I kneeled down as I pulled the other into a hug "Hey I am sure they knew" I could feel the others tears as they hit my shoulder.

{Present time}

Technoblade pov:

"Hey technoblade how did you sleep" I turned to look at the blond "It's too early to talk to people" I stated as I placed my head on their shoulder.

"Hey Dream" I lifted up my head to look at the blond in the eyes {Technoblade}

"Yes techy?" {Dream}

"I really missed you" I could feel my face heat up a little {Technoblade}

"What do you mean I am right here?" I said with a confused look on my face {Dream}

"Dream not now I mean before" I paused for a second to recollect my thoughts "I meant I missed us Dream" I could tell he was confused. {Technoblade}

"Technoblade what are you trying to say?" I started to feel worried 'please don't say what I think your gonna say' {Dream}

<--- Homophobia ---> !WARNING!

"Dream you know what I mean don't act dumb" I scuffed. I know he knew what I was talking about. {Technoblade}

"Technoblade that was a mistake" {Dream}

"What do you mean A MISTAKE?!" I could feel the anger build up inside of me.{Technoblade}

"Dream just because we were young does not mean it was a mistake" The anger started to bite at my tongue. I wanted to tell Dream off 'How could he think that was a mistake' {Technoblade}

"Techno I am not gay... We were kids when that happened just forget about it" I could feel the tears start to build up 'I'm sorry techno please forgive me for what I am about to say' {Dream}

"Techno..." I felt like my heart was being ripped out of me "I am not gay being gay is wrong..." I have never felt such pain before. I felt a rush of wind beside me as I turned to look and techno was gone. "Techno..." my head started racing as I felt the tears run down my face 'no no no NO NO NO' "TECHNO!" I yelled looking around for any sight of the man until I heard our horses getting unleashed. "Fuck!" I growled angrily at myself as I fell to the floor as tears streamed down my face. {Dream}

Technoblade pov:

I got on my horse and rode back to the castle. I could feel the tears build up as I continued to ride back to the castle.

I arrived at the castle so I jumped off my horse, tied it up and ran through the castle to my room. I couldn't believe he said that, Dream knew I was very vulnerable when it came to my sexuality.

I just laid there as the tears streamed down my face soaking my pillow.

I heard a horse as I stood up to look outside my window and saw Dream tying up his horse.

I quickly wiped away my tears, flipped my pillow over and grabbed a book as if I was reading. I could hear the blond man run up the stairs and down the hall. I could feel the tears start to build up again as I held them back not wanting to seem vulnerable. I opened my book as the door flew open, and the blond man on the other side.

"Techno please listen to me!" {Dream}

"Dream please leave" {Technoblade}

"No techno you don't understand I di-" {Dream}

"Dream you work for me and I am asking you to leave. So leave" {Technoblade}

"But techno you won't let me explain-" {Dream}

I stood up placing my book down as I walked towards Dream "Dream I don't need your pity explanation. Again you work for me and therefore I order you to leave" {Technoblade}

"Techno I didn't mean it like that pl-" {Dream}

"Dream I will fire you. You have 5 seconds to leave before you are fired" {Dream}

"But" {Dream}

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"Techno I was scared" {Dream}

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"You have to understand I didn't mean it like that"
{Dream}

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"I was scared!" {Dream}

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"I love you techno!" It felt like the world just stopped and everything froze in time. 'What did I do'. {Dream}

"Dream y-you what..." {Technoblade}

"Just Nevermind I am leaving" I stated as I turned and started to walk off I could hear the sniffles from the pinky behind me. {Dream}

"What the hell dream you can't just say I love you and walk away!" I felt the hot tears run down my cheeks. "Dream I swear if you walk out that door without telling me what you meant I will not hesitate to banish you!" I growled angry 'Who the hell he thinks he is saying I love you and you not explaining himself'. {Technoblade}

I continued to walk down the hall as I felt a tug on my shoulder. I turned around to see the pinky holding onto me for dear life as the tears flowed down his face. {Dream}

"Dream please I need to know... please" {Technoblade}

"Techno I am sorry I think I am quitting" I felt like I just got stabbed with knifes in the heart. 'Of course I love him but considering what I have to do to him' I let out a sigh remembering the letter once again. {Dream}

"You know what Dream... Quit go ahead! I am sorry for what I did when we were young... So if this was for some kind of revenge then good job... I hope your fucking happy!" I let go of the slightly taller mans shoulder "You know what Dream fuck you! Leave before I have the guards do it!" I looked At Dream as we meet each other's gaze. "Dream you have 3 seconds..." {Technoblade}

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"Dream I sa-" I stopped as I felt a pair of lips touch mine. The kiss broke as we looked at each other. The others soft hands cupping my face. Until I was pulled back into reality by a sudden yelling. {Technoblade}

"I KNEW IT HAHA YOU NOW OWE ME FIVE DOLLARS" {???}

"FUCK OFF IT WAS A LUCKY GUESS!!" {???}

"Hey who is back there?" {Technoblade}

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