Dear diary.
It is morning. Good morning orange in sky. I no see orange in sky in small window.
I go out of room. Nurse Amy is no out of room. I wanna talk to old lady. Old lady look sad. I dont like people go sad. I try make old lady happy.
Old lady is in chair. Old lady is in chair I see awhile ago.
Old lady say what are you doeing here. I say I am Mari. Doctor in other hospital say I have two more in head.
Old lady look more sad. Old lady look at floor. Old lady say sorry. I shuldent say you do not be long here old lady say. I say why are you sad old lady. Old lady dont say any thing.
I help you no get sad no more I say. Old lady say I canot help. Old lady say I dont know what she feel. I say old lady say what she want.
Old lady say we have no hope. We die soon. We pepear to die.
I say can I no die. I no want to die. I wanna play. I wanna see friend who go play with me. I wanna see big orange in sky. I wanna see nurse Amy.
Old lady say we canot pervent det. We wait. World is bad to us. We die when we be come bad person.
May is not bad person. May try to be good girl. Old lady say she get cancer cus old lady be come bad person. I get cancer cus I be come bad person.
I say what is cancer. Mama say she is cancer. Cancer is crab star in dark sky.
Old lady say I shuld die. Because I am ugly dumdum. I say I am no ugly and dumdum.
Old lady say no one love me with broken face. My lip look weerd. I say is that why no one play with me. Old lady say yes. My lip have clef. It is weerd. It is ab normal. It make me look ugly. I cry.
Mama say I am dumdum. Mama say I am pretty. Old lady say I am dumdum. Old lady say I am ugly. Nurse May say I am no dumdum. Nurse May say I am pretty.
Why people no say to me same thing. Why people say to me not same thing.
Old lady say to pepear I no eat food and no drink water. I say can I drink juice. I like orange juice.
Old lady say I no drink any thing. I say I die fast when I no eat and no drink. Mama say I die fast if no eat veggy. Old lady say I die fast but I no pain for long. I say I no like painfull. Old lady say no eat and no drink if I no like pain.
Old lady say I can eat one thing. Old lady give me lots of candy. Old lady say I eat candy if I my tumtum hurt.
Today is operation in my head. I have operation in my arm in yesterday of yesterday. Nurse Amy is no here. I miss Nurse Amy.
Nurse Amy say she here for me all ways. Mama say Papa watch me when I sad. Where are they. I am sad. I am scared…
Love,
May
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Dear Daiary
Mystery / ThrillerMay Mari Hanley wound up in an infirmary. With a stuffed bear named Mari, a pen, and a notebook, she relates nine days of her thoughts and life.
