Dear Daiary

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Dear daiary.

Nurse go away. Then there is loud sound. I am scared.

It go again and again. Small window have lightening.

I hide in blanky. In lightening i hold Mari. I no like lightening.

There is loud sound again. Sound is laughing. Mama say to me there is monster in bed. I no like monster.

Door open. There is noone in door. It is dark. Dark scare me.

I wanna miss nurse go here to white room. I say loud miss nurse miss nurse.

I see dark thing in door. It go to me. The eye is red. Teeth is scary. Is this monster? It take my neck. Head is heart. Neck is heart. I no can breathe. Monster make noise and bite my lazy arm. It is happy.

I run away. I no like white room. I no like monster. I no like hopital. Monster run to me.

He take me with sharp shiny thing. He throw me and laugh bad.

I cry and shout… Help… please help…

I wake up. It is bright in white room. I see big man doctor. He have shiny and pretty metal thing. They look like letter L. He no look mad.

He say are you ok May. I say i am scared. He say am I heart. I say monster throw me and bite my arm. He laugh bad and have red eyes. I run and i have sick.

Doctor laugh. He no laugh bad. He hug me and say it is ok. Monster no hurt me. Monster no real. He is my Papa now. He no let monster heart me. I push. I cry.

You no my Papa. Papa is my one Papa. Papa go away.

Doctor say i no under stand. He love me and Mama. He wipe my face. Its ok May no cry.

I look at lazy arm. I have arm no more. I say to doctor where is my arm.

He pull thing in pocket. It have pretty yellow ribbon. I like ribbons.

I ask what is that. He say remember i want to keep arm. I say yes. He say my arm no more good but thumb is ok. He give me thumb in ribbon. It is cute.

I ask am i ok now. He say i have gonna stay in white room more. I no like white room. He say i am no ok. I have sick. He say to me later.

Thank you big doctor man. Doctor go away of room.

Love,
May