I want you but my hands are tied....

Goodbyes and Home Truths

No one's pov
'What's wrong boys',Diana smiles weakly as Michael and Donny's blood rushed from their faces.'Are you boys okay',Diana cooed, running over to their aid.They were mute,the only thing coming out their mouths was hyperventilation. 'Okay boys...is there something wrong... something you maybe want to get out in the open',Diana sighs,giving them both worried looks.They slowly shake their heads but Diana doesn't buy it.'Listen Mike I thought we spoke about this...it's alright for you to be who you are....I told you we all felt it inside when we saw you and Donny together...you don't need to be afraid to come out to me',Diana smiles.Suddenly Donny processes the information and gives them both confused looks.'Wait so Diana's the one who helped you come out...that's ironic...and what did you mean 'we all felt it',Donny sighs,looking between them both.'We all saw something when everyone collected you from the lounge room...you two cuddling together...it felt like you'd scream if anyone tried to pull either of you off that couch...you just wanted eachother',Diana smiles, thinking back on the memory.

Donny gave Michael a hurt look as he remembered why they were in the lounge room in the first place.They had to tell Diana the truth.'Diana we're not upset about coming out and I knew all along my parents knew I felt something for Michael... I could tell with their glances and 'secret discussions' everytime I mentioned his name or when I bought a vinyl of him',Donny sighs, massaging his temples with his fingers.'Well if it's not that then why do you both look so afraid',Diana laughs awkwardly,as neither of the boys facial expressions changed.The three stars were bought out of their misery as the phone rang.'One second',Diana whispers,fast pacing towards the phone.'Hello',She smiled but it didn't reach her pupils.
'Oh God I forgot... we'll be there right now',Diana sighs,putting the phone down quickly before jogging over to where she last was.

'I completely forgot this was out last day here...go upstairs...the limo will be here to take you home...obviously whatever your upset about is none of my concern or I'm sure you would of atleast said something by now',Diana sighs,her sadness for not having the boys trust was evident.Donny and Michael obeyed,feeling terrible for not speaking out.
'We should of told...did you see her face when she thought we didn't trust her',Donny frowned,packing his things.Michael matched his facial expression.'Wait what if our parents don't let us see eachother...what if they say we can't see eachother',Michael whimpered,his eyes beginning to glisten as he too packed his things.'We'll be like Romeo and Romeo then',Donny smiled,kissing Michael's forehead.'I would rather we live to be together thanks',Michael chuckled.

'It's going to be the hardest thing in the world telling my mother I was abused',Donny whispers,a tears escaping his eye.'You wouldn't want her being the last to know would you...tell the person who you confine in the most',Michael sighs, thinking if he should tell his brothers or his parents.'Michael I was abused',Donny mutters.'Why are you telling me...I already know what that sick son of a bitch did',Michael mumbles.'Because I confine in you the most and that's why I'm giving you my number.... I'm not going to loose what we have Mike...even if they try to pull us apart ',Donny cries,holding onto Michael's hand tightly.

'Come on guys are you ready to go....the limo will be here any second',
Diana shouts from downstairs.The boys cascade down the stairs with their suitcases in hand.'I'm sorry Diana... it's just-'.'Something I wouldn't understand',Diana snaps at Mike.'I just wanted you two to trust me',Diana sighs,before opening the door, waiting for the limo. 'I thought we were getting somewhere Mike...talking about who you are and how it's your choice,I thought you trusted me...just wait for the limo the both of you I'll get the rest of the bags!Go!',Diana snaps.

'Diana please... it's just so hard',Mike whimpers,putting his head down as Donny wrapped his arms around his waist.'Mike,Donny it's your choice who you tell....I just thought we had I good enough friendship for you to tell me what's going on',Diana whimpered turning away so the boys couldn't see the tears blossoming in her eyes.'We're just so scared Diana...it's not about trust in this sense...it's about us and who we think will be able to help us the most if we say what's going on',Donny whispers,making Diana turn around to face them.'I can help you...Mike I've known you since you first appeared on my show....that was seven years ago...and Donny I used to help you and your brothers with your vocal lessons all the time....You are both like family to me!I want to help you with whatever problems you are facing but it's hurting me to see that you don't trust me',Diana cries.
'Diana you can't help this time...I don't think anyone can... he's probably not even around here anymore',Donny sighed,before walking towards the door that Diana was leaning against.'Who's he...what is going on',Diana screams,her panic rising to 100.

'That cruel man who hurt my Donny and forced him to hurt me...I'll never stop looking for him...not until I'm dead',Michael shrieks,as he leant against the wall to stop himself from falling.Donny and Diana's watery eyes,looking into his.

Tears cascading down her face as the words that she wanted to say wobbled out of her mouth.'You were abused weren't you',Diana whimpers,shaking slightly as she held the door frame.Michael and Donny slowly nodded their head before Michael's legs gave way and he fell to the floor in a heap with Donny beside him.
'Is everything okay',The chaffeur presses,waiting for the passageners to get into his limo.'I'll give you guys a minute',He sighs,excusing himself.