Imperfect Beauties Series 1 :Manipulative

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What?

"What? Baby? Buntis ako?" I asked him shocked tumango naman siya

"Oh my! I almost lost you" I cried caressing my tummy

"Mommy is sorry" hanggang nakaalis na ang doktor ay hindi pa rin ako matigil sa pag-iyak

"Hush now baby it's bad for your health at makakasama din sa anak natin" pag-aalo niya sa akin

"You know what? I thought iniwan mo na ko, please don't scare me like that Raianne"

"I can't bear it , the thought of you being gone makes me crazy kaya please lang don't ever leave me" Jackson said as he hugged me
Hindi nga lang masyadong mahigpit dahil masasaktan ako

"Jackson, you know I can't do that" I said

"What do you mean? Aalis ka na naman ba? Isama mo na lang kami ng mga anak mo" seryosong sabi niya

"Nakalimutan mo na ba? I filed for an annulment "

"Raianne. Who says I'll let do that? You're staying with me! Walang annulment na magaganap! I already burned those papers"
I gasped

"What! At ano ang gusto mong gawin ko? Makitang nasasaktan sila Mildred? Ayoko na okay? Just let me make up with my mistakes okay? "

"At ano ba ang iniisip mo? Mildred and I are through years ago bago pa tayo maikasal naiintindihan mo? "

"Kahit na! May anak pa rin kayo!"

He chuckled

"Do you still think that he's my son? No he's not! "

"I don't believe you! He looks like you! At pwede ba? huwag ka ng magsinungaling! pinapaasa mo na naman ako na pwede na ulit tayo at hindi ko na kaya ang sakit dahil kahit anong mangyari ay hindi na kita pwedeng balikan" 

"At ano naman ang dahilan mo?"

"Can't you see?!" I motioned myself

"I am a bitch like you said, I am selfish, I am manipulative, I destroy your relationship with her, I ruined everything okay? "

"Hey I didn't mean that"

"Bakit mo ba ako pinipigilan eh alam ko naman na ito na ang pinakahihintay mo, ngayong nandito na saka ka naman tatanggi? Oh don't tell me na nagbago ang ihip ng hangin at mahal mo na ako I won't believe it"

"Bakit hindi? Is that too impossible? Didn't I tell you that we'll start again? Nagdududa ka pa rin?" Napaiwas ako ng tingin

"Don't try to change the subject ang sinasabi ko lang don't stick with me dahil tingnan mo naman ang kalagayan ko ngayon!" Naiiyak kong saad

"I ruined your relationship at pinilit kitang kinuha sa kanya , due to my selfish love saan tayo dinala? nagalit na ata ang langit sa ginawa ko sayo dahil binawi na sa akin ang mga mahal ko" I said bitterly

"My Daddy died, mommy too at ngayon si Grandad! Isn't it too coincidental na sunod-sunod kinuha ang mga mahal ko? Tapos heto na naman ang isa" Idinipa ko ang isang kamay ko

"Isa na akong baldado, this is my karma! Ito ang kapalit ng lahat ng pagmamanipula ko!"

"Can't you see? Are you really willing to be with an incapacitated woman like me? Kaya mo? "

"I can! Bakit ba napakahirap sayo ang paniwalaan ako?"

"Really? you'll ask me that?" Napipilan siya

"Our marriage is pure pretensions and lies! I've tried everything just to make you notice me! Everything! I became a good wife , I tried to understand your anger at hindi nagdemand ng kung ano sayo dahil alam kong kasalanan ko na pilitin ka pero nakakapagod din palang umasa"