Imperfect Beauties Series 1 :Manipulative

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I guess it is
Siguro nga ito dapat ko ng itama ang pagkakamali ko
Jackson shouldn't stay with me
he should be with her dahil unang-una pa lang ay sila na talaga naging panira lang ako, epal at kontrabida
I'm the villain in this story I broke the hero and heroine's love story kaya naman ay naniningil ang karma sa akin and cliche mang tingnan dapat ay itama ko ang pagkakamali ko and ask for their forgiveness that's how it should end right? Para maging masaya kaming lahat

Magiging masaya ba talaga ako? I breathed hardly

'You will Raianne in the first place ito naman ang plano mo diba? Ang pakawalan siya'

My mind intervened

Right, kung hindi lang siya nagsabi na bigyan namin ng tyansa ang isa't isa

I guess there should have an end to all of this I should stop making myself believe that we can still have a chance

Matapos lang maayos ang mga dapat ayusin ay aasikasuhin ko na ang annulment and that's final

Days passed like a blur and still I'm not in my usual self I know Jackson starts to be bothered dahil napapabayaan ko na ang farm , ang kumpanya at pati na rin ang triplets

Si Jackson ang sumalo sa mga naiwang trabaho sa farm while my assistant and trusted subordinates are in charge at the company

It's been 2 months since Grandad died I accepted the fact that he's gone and not coming back naisip ko na mas magiging masaya siya kung hindi na ako malulungkot but still nag-aadjust pa rin ako

it's not that easy

"Baby" I blinked when Jackson held my cheeks

"Palagi kang tulala" he said worriedly

He's been vocal with his feelings with me since he said that's we should start anew

Hanggang ngayon naninibago ako kapag ganyan siya mas nasanay ako sa malamig na trato niya kahit pa hinihiling ko na noon pa na maging ganito ka gaan ang turing niya sa akin

Iniwas ko ag tingin ko at tumayo na

"I'm okay" I said but my voice betrayed me it was laced with loneliness

"Do you want a vacation? Or mag-unwind? Mamasyal ka" pilit niya sa akin giving me encouragement but I became irritated

"I'm fine" sagot ko pa kahit naiinis na sa kanya

"You sure? I think not, namayat ka ng sobra Raianne and I don't think na kumain ka na ngayong araw na to "

"I noticed that you have no appetite? May mali ba? Do you want to get checked?" Malambing ang boses na kung dati ay manlalambot ako at bibigay sa kanya pero hindi ngayon

"I said I'm fine!" Tumaas ang boses ko at kinagulat niya iyon he got offended I'm sure of that his eyes can't lie

It shows to much hurt and of course offense

I heard him chuckled it was a hollowed one kaya napatingin ako sa kanya

"I never knew how you felt when I treated you this way, guess I know now" he said bitterly

Naguilty ako sa inasta ko but I didn't said anything

He just planted a kiss on my forehead at dahan-dahang tumalikod

Maghapon siyang wala at nalaman ko sa mga katulong na ipinasyal niya ang mga bata

Was I too mean? I breathed harshly
my guilt is eating me up kaya naisipan kong mag-ayos at pinasyang sundan sila sa pinuntahan nila