Secrets - Peter Parker x Reader

Chapter Four

We got to hq pretty early and Peter was out with Bucky doing some workouts or something manly. I sat in my room for awhile just looking out the window or reading a book when I saw him run past in the yard. Him and bucky were shirtless and I never noticed how toned they both were. Bucky was my first ever crush, Steve will never let me forget. He was too old, plus he saw me as a little girl.

(bucky is like 20 or something becuase lolz. Also peter and y/n are also 19😼)

I still had feelings for him even when I tried not to.
"Knock Knock" Steve walked in and I rolled around so he wouldn't notice I was staring. "Y/k. You're kidding me right." He sat on my bed across from me at the desk.
"Wha-what?"
"Stalking Peter AND Bucky. We talked about Bucky, but maybe we should talk about Peter too." He laughed as my face got red.
"I hate you Steve. By the way I was NOT stalking. It's my window they ran past."
"Oh yeah, when people run past my window I always stare too." He rolled his eyes tossing my stuffed frog around. "Do you still have that little cruuuush on Bucky?" He smirked at me.
"NO! I told you I am over him 100%. Done. Over. That was forever ago anyways." I rubbed the back of my neck trying not to show I was lying.
"Hey, word on the street is he's also single! Man two boys at once, I need to start getting paid for how good I am at match making." I let out a laugh but hearing him say two boys at once made me realize I did still like Bucky, but now there's Peter.

Bucky and I have history no one knows about. He was my first kiss, we used to spend every night together sneaking around. No one ever realized. Until the day he got brainwashed on a mission and forgot every single thing about me. I was heartbroken, but able to cover it up. I cried every single night. Bucky understood me a way no one else does. I just can't look at him
the same knowing he doesn't remember all those nights we'd mess around the hq. Or when we'd lay out under the stars.

"Hellllllo?? Earth to y/n." Steve waved in front of me.
"Huh? sorry what?"
"I'm gonna go out tonight with Bucky. I can invite Peter and maybe you could come too." He looked at me with big eyes. Thinking of seeing Bucky and Peter together while Steve tries to push me with Peter seems stressful. However, maybe it will be nice and I can finally get over Bucky.
"Yeah, actually that sounds nice!"
"How about you invite Peter! Go to his room in around 20ish minutes, I'll stall Tony, and then boom first date! Me and Bucky will just be there to get you guys together! I'll get him on board." Steve stood up excitedly.
"I don't know Steve, i've never asked a boy out." This was a lie, I asked Bucky out before.
"Trust me, it's not that big of a deal just a little get together! Alright got to go talk to Tony, you better hurry." He ran off.