Secrets - Peter Parker x Reader

Chapter Fourteen

Peter
"I'm giving you my blessing kid. I know about you and y/n. I've known since the moment you two first met. I know love at first sight when I see it." He smiled at me. I knew I was blushing. He wasn't wrong, I really did love her.
"Thank you Mr. Stark. I'll do whatever I can to keep her happy." He put his arm around me and messed my hair up.
"You're a good kid." He let go and I noticed Steve looking at me. He walked over.
"Hey Peter." He said in a voice I almost didn't recognize.
"Is something wrong?" I asked confused as to why he was pulling me out of the main room. I need to go meet up with y/n outside.
"No, nothing." He kind of laughed but I could tell it was fake.
"Um Captain, I need to go see y/n." He grabbed my arm, I knew something was wrong. "Please let go." He dropped my arm as I walked back to the windows. I stopped when I saw them. His arms around her. Her head pulled in close to his neck. I have never felt this way. I wanted to walk out there and punch him. What was happening. This isn't like her.

y/n
After awhile of standing there, I decided to go back in with Bucky. We were still gonna keep our relationship secret. That's when I saw Peter. Oh god. He looked at me and his eyes were flooding with tears. No. No. I know what he's feeling, I can't believe I did this to sweet Peter.
"Sorry Buck, I-I gotta go." I turned and made my way to follow Peter. I knew where he was going.

I made it out to the courtyard. I heard him sniffling. I never wanted to hurt him.
"Peter?" I walked up slowly joining him on a bench.
"Why." That's all he said, it's all he really needed to say. His head was in his hands. I saw a few wet marks on his sleeves. I really hurt him. I sat back and looked up at the sky, I had wished for Peter. I didn't know what to do, what to say. He grabbed my hand first interlocking his fingers with mine. I was shocked honestly.
"Do you love him." He asked.
"I did." I looked down at him meeting his eyes. I got the feeling, the feeling I don't feel with Bucky anymore. Bucky is all past memories. Even if he does remember, he still chose to let me suffer. He ignored me, and acted like I meant almost nothing to him. Peter was in the present. I ruined it.
"Do you love him now." He kept eye contact, I lost myself in his eyes.
"No." I answered honestly. Sure the kiss was nice, but it won't beat the feeling of just looking into Peters eyes.
"But you kissed him." He looked away again. Still holding onto my hand.
"He forgot about me, but he really didn't. I thought maybe nothing changed. But everything has. I look at you and I feel like my heart stops, but races at the same time. I don't feel that with anyone, anyone. Peter. I am deeply, madly in love with you. I know now, for sure." He looked me in the eyes and began to lean in. "Wait." I stopped resting my head on his. "I'm sorry. Really. I only wanted to kiss you tonight." He smiled, surprisingly.
"I know." He leaned in kissing me. I felt like I was flying. This. This was love. Pure love.