Secrets - Peter Parker x Reader

Chapter Five

I walked up to his room and immediately felt that nervous feeling in my stomach.
"Go in y/n you got it." I told myself and knocked.
"Come in!" He blurted behind the door.
I opened the door to a shirtless, sweaty Peter. He ran his fingers through his hair and turned to see me. "Oh shoot I thought you were that Bucky guy." My face got so hot I thought my face was falling off.
"Uhh I'm sorry I'll go." I turned around.
"No no it's okay haha, no worries." He awkwardly laughed.
"Okayyy, well Steve wanted to know if you wanted to go out with Steve, Bucky and I?" I asked trying so hard to not look at his abs.
"Uh yeah that sounds like fun! You said you're going too?"
"Yeah!"
"Okay, I'll be there." He smiled at me and I turned around and left.

Why did he care so much if I was going? I walked down the hall towards the kitchen when I bumped into Steve.

"Follow me." Steve grabbed my arm and pulled me into the pantry closing the door behind me.
"What the hell was that"
"Why does Bucky act so weird when I bring you up." I froze. My heart stopped beating. I could feeling my lungs expand as I tried to catch my breath.

I had never felt the heartbreak I felt when I lost Bucky. I lost him, and had to face him everyday. He didn't remember what happened I knew that for sure. Why would he act weird though, unless he just thought I was a freak.

"Uhm, not sure!" I tried to laugh it off.
"y/n I'm serious did something happen between you two?" Steve looked me dead in the eyes. I cant lie to him.
"He wouldn't even remember." I looked down feeling my eyes start to swell up with tears. I felt Steve pull me into his chest. "I miss him Steve."
"I know." He held me close until I finally got myself together.
"He remembers you right? When you guys were younger." I asked, hopeful that maybe he might remember me.
"Yeah, but that's all he remembers. Far back memories. Mind telling me what exactly happened between you guys." He asked.
"Steve. You are my best friend and honorary uncle, but this is something I've kept to myself. I want to keep it that way." I slightly smiled remember the look in Buckys eyes when we first kissed.
"He means a lot to you huh?" Steve nudged me.
"Yeah, he does."