Chapter Seventeen

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y/ns POV
I ran to my room, slammed the door, and started pacing.
"What have I done, what HAVE I DONE!" I groaned as I tried to calm myself by looking outside. I'm dead. For sure. Either buckys gonna kill me, kill peter, or both! And my dad. I'm screwed

I heard a knock, terrified to open it I slowly got up
"Hello?" i spoke quietly
"y/n open the damn door." It was my dad. Shit. I opened it and I could see he was stressed.
"Okay. I need answers. now." He sat on my bed and gestured me to sit with him.

I told him everything that happened with bucky and peter. He understood. He gave some advice and now I was alone again in my room. Thinking. Everything's happening too fast. Dad said things are going too quick for his liking, but he respects any of my decisions. He was right. I need to slow down. I just found out bucky has remembered me all along. As much as I keep saying I don't love him, I really don't think it's the truth. I just met Peter, he's new and exciting. But he is t bucky. He's just peter. I don't know what to think anymore.

"y/n, you good?" Steve sat on my bed next to me. I was covered in blankets and surrounded by pillows.
"no."
"Well hmmm, does it have to do with a special someone?" He pulled the blankets down so he could see my face.
"Yes."
"Which one?"
"Both."
"Ohhhh yeah the good old fashion love triangle." He laughed lightly. "I thought you were over Bucky?"
"So did I. I think things with Peter are going too fast. I don't think I really like him. I know it sounds crazy, but he was new and something to help me really get over bucky. But steve, bucky remembers."
"He does!?!"
"Yes. and now i don't know what to think." I covered myself up again.
"Hey, take some time to think alright. I'm always here, I'll come back in a bit."

I messed up bad. I jumped into things with Peter, and he does care. But Bucky is the love of my life. I see that now. I can't keep bouncing between them. It was bucky before, it's bucky now, it will always be bucky. Now how do I tell peter.

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⏰ Last updated: May 13, 2021 ⏰

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