Bullied-a Justin bieber and Ariana grande story

F i f t e e n

Hi luvs 💕 should I make a story like PLL with Ari in it ?
Song of the chapter is the one on the media . You can play it while you read if you like .
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Arianas pov :
The darkness made me shiver . I was always scared of the dark outside .
Eventually I arrived back at our hotel room .
My black mascara was smudged and I swear I looked a mess . I tried not to wake up Alexa and sneaked into my bed . I needed to change .
The wind was blowing hard outside. A shiver went through my spine .
I shut the window , quietly . I didn't want to wake up Alexa for two reasons .
1: she will ask where I've been
2: she is real cranky when she gets woken up
I went through my stuff , looking for my sleeping stuff .
I saw my moms lucky bracelet in my bag . I studied it , thinking of her dark raven hair , and her gentle touch . I put it on my wrist and attached it together . There was four charms on it , a heart,a locket, a star and an Eiffel Tower one she got before I left . I felt them carefully and then I opened the locket .
A letter fell on the floor. I opened it up .
It read:
Dear ariana , by the time you read this I will be gone . I love you and frankie and I did this for myself . Love you goodbye x love mommy
Blank pov:
Ariana felt as this letter was forced , but she didn't judge her mom , as she was just going to kill herself so she would be messy .
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Ariana felt like she should change. Maybe for the better . No more timid shy girl .
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀She went to change . She would always be afraid of justin when he's like this , but at least she will have more confidence .
FEW DAYS LATER .
Back home .
Ariana's POV :
I bought some clothes in Paris . It's time for my new look .
I searched through my bags to find the clothes . I remembered I Left them down stairs . I walked down the stairs , feeling like there was a ghostly presence in the house.
(A/n there isn't lol )
Everything was different without mom . I still remember her cooking me pancakes . I smiled as I thought of my mom , but it wasn't long before the tears filled up my eyes .
It would never go away.
Ever .
The pain will haunt me forever because somehow I think it's my fault that this happened. That I caused her death , because of my stupidity , my ugliness and my everything.
She deserves to be alive , and I deserve to be dead . I'm not worth living , but I have to stay alive , I'm not taking the easy way out .
I put all of my dresses and flats away in a dresser and locked it . I let my hair down , and by now reached to my waist . I put on a black crop top over my bra and slipped on a black skater skirt . I found my moms black 5inch heels and wore them
(A/n she isn't becoming a goth she is just getting more confident )
I put on red lipstick and looked at myself in the mirror .
I thought to myself ,
I'm not going to be that shy girl in the back , I'm gonna be visible .
With that I walked out the door .
No more miss shy girl justin , you'll get what's coming to you
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A u t h o r s N o t e
Sorry for short chapter again 💖💜
Let's make it 15 votes & 10 comments for new chapter .
That was a bit boring ,
It was just to show how she feels
And stuff .
What do you thinks gonna happen next ?