My heart throbbed. I felt lousy. No, more than that. I felt angry, worse than angry, I felt pissed off. How could she? How could mama abandon me like my dad did? How could Thomas force me into something that I have no chance at winning?
I stood up walking to my mothers antique tea cups. Those stupid tea cups I was never allowed to touch. I remembered when I was little I had accidently broke one and she didn't talk to me for weeks. She just shut me out. No matter how many times I cried my apologies and no matter how bad I felt she wouldn't even care to look at me. And now she's doing it again but for no reason!
I grabbed one of them and held the turquoise flower printed cup up to the light. "You're such a bitch." I mumbled. "Your a bitch!" I threw the cup on the ground making it shatter everywhere. Then I picked up another one and did the same thing screaming and yelling.
When I finally grabbed the last cup a tear fell from my cheek and I fell on my knees holding it close to my chest. "I live you mama."
I placed that one back in the cabinet and closed the cabinet door carefully. When I looked down there were shards everywhere. I picked up the largest piece staring at my arm. There's no one to stop me. I could just do it right here and not a single person would care. I laughed hysterically going into the bathroom and finding a huge bottle of aspirin. I then went into my bedroom shutting and locking my door. I set the glass shard down on my bed and turned up my little radio to full volume.
Taking one breath I swallowed as many as I could then some leaving 2 left in the bottle. My mind was already fuzzy. The room was spinning. I grabbed the glass and cut my left wrist but before I could continue I succumbed to the darkness.
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Bad Behavior
Random(Y/n) is a normal, nerdy, and shy girl. With a dead beat dad, she and her mother live alone trying to get by. Her mother working for the Sangsters cologne company (Sangster and Co.).Thomas Sangster the schools bad boy, who gets everything he wants...
