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Chapter two: disappointment

*Cecilia

A/N: Just wanted to say that I absolutely love how active some of you were in the comments! I was instanly motivated to start writing this chapter! Please keep the theories and discussions coming, it motivates me to update :)

Eva's POV:

"God created Adam and Eve. Meaning that one man and one woman are meant to be together in order to have children. That's what sex is for. It's not for pleasure and especially not something two women should do together. All of you need to understand that we are here to protect you from yourself.", the principle said during our purity class.

No normal school had a class like that, which was the main reason why we got sent here. We all commited a sin of having lustful thoughts for other girls and our families sent us here to get rid of it, so we could be pure again. I could see girls like Herriette and Aubrey listening very closely to the principle's words while Rey and Cecilia didn't seem to care much.

I couldn't tell who was pretending or who was actually serious but if me getting rid of having feelings for the girl, my parents saw me with could help me to get my old life back, I would do it. Everything was better than being here. "Eva, why am I so strict with all of you?", the principle suddenly asked me and I sighed.

"Because you want to prevent us from going to hell. You do it to make us understand that we committed a sin.", I replied and she had a wry smile on her face. "That's right Eva. I only mean well, which is why I have to be strict. You are a very good girl.", she said and I forced myself to smile. Getting a compliment from her was rare but it didn't make me happy.

"I can see potential in everyone of you. I know that you are young and more vulnerable to the devil's temptation, that's why you have to learn. You are here because your parents love you and want you to go the right way. You will all see that after you married a man, you will be a lot happier in life instead of living the sin of homosexuality.", the principle continued to say and I was glad when the bell finally rang.

Cecilia and I quickly left the room and took a deep breath while we walked to the cafeteria for lunch. "I hate to listen to her bullshit.", Cecilia cursed and I shook my shoulders. "I feel like I'm getting punished everyday by being here but it feels even worse when it's not justified.", I said. I was here for a while and I ended up getting very confused about my opinion.

"Eva, don't let this propaganda get to you. I've never met anyone, who was as pure as you. You didn't do anything wrong.", Cecilia told me but I didn't know what to belief anymore. We reached the cafeteria and we instanly got our trays. "You know one time, I complained about the food in a letter and usually my mother would throw a fit because me getting good food is very important to her but she didn't say anything about it in her reply.", Cecilia explained and my eyes widened.

"So you think they censor our letters?", I asked in disbelief. "Well they definetely can, so why shouldn't they do it? Maybe they even read the letters from our parents and refuse to give them to us, if they write something they don't approve of.", Cecilia said and I looked down. I didn't want to believe this but it could also explain why I didn't receive a letter for so long.

"You should stop with your conspiracy theory. You might read more into it than there actually is.", I replied and she raised her eyebrow. "Do I? They want to change us so badly after all.", she said but we were cut off by the woman, who handed us our food. We silently walked to our usual table and started eating.