A stalker's desire (gxg) ON HOLD

Chapter four: stressed

* Miss Redfield

A/N: Don't be shy, let me know all of your thoughts about the stalker it motivates me to update :)

Eva's POV:

After I was done with my punishment, I tried my best to avoid Rey as much as possible. My feelings around her were confusing me and it was clear that everything she was involved in, would cause trouble. I made my way to my arts class and I realized that my stomach was growling. I wasn't able to get breakfast because of my punishment and now I had to wait until lunch to get something to eat.

As soon as I entered my class, Cecilia instanly walked towards me very worried. "Where were you? I was very worried.", she said and I sighed. "Someone locked me up in my room, so I wasn't able to go to church.", I explained and her eyes widened. "Okay we can't let this school get away with things like this. I will write my father as soon as possible about this event. He has a lot of influence as a lawyer. Maybe we can sue this school, it gets closed and we can all go home.", she said but I just looked down.

"Ceci, I don't even know who it was.", I replied but she shook her head. "But the principle still punished you for not showing up, even though it wasn't your fault. That's not okay.", she said and I looked at her very confused. I never told her that I got punished... But maybe she just thought so because I didn't show up during breakfast. I wasn't able to ask her about this since Miss Redfield entered the classroom.

She looked like she was in a bad mood and everyone knew that. Usually everyone loved her classes and cheered when she came but when she was in a bad mood, everyone knew that they shouldn't push her, otherwise she wouldn't hesitate to punish us. "Good morning class. I have a massive headache today, so I ask you to do your task more quietly.", she explained and the entire room was so silent that we were able to hear our own breathing.

"So, today I want you to draw a picture that resembles your biggest desire. But be honest with yourself, I will be able to tell, if you're really passionete about your drawing or not.", she said and Herriette raised her arm to ask a question. "Yes Herriette?", Miss Redfield asked. "Is there any specific style you want us to draw it? I'm afraid of not fulfilling your expectations.", Herriette asked.

"The most important thing is that you put your entire heart into your drawing since you're supposed to draw what you always dreamed of. It doesn't have to look pretty as long as I can see your feelings in it.", Miss Redfield explained and Herriette nodded before we started to collect our supplies for our drawings.

Everyone around me instanly started to draw while I looked at my empty picture, not really knowing what to do. What exacly was my biggest desire? Ever since I got here, all I wanted was to go back home but my parents brought me here in the first place... Even if I did go back, they would never look at me in the same way like before and I wasn't sure, if I wanted that.

Then I thought of her... The girl, who was the reason why my parents sent me here. I tried to hold my feelings back as much as possible but I couldn't deny that I missed her. I couldn't deny that I wondered where she was and what she was doing right now. Did she even still think of me? But I was interrupted from my thoughts by Miss Redfield suddenly showing up behind me.

"You didn't even start drawing Eva. That's unusual for you.", she said very confused and I sighed. "I'm afriad this task goes beyond my creativity. I don't know what my biggest desire is.", I told her and she gave me a warm smile. "At least you're honest about it. I can tell from half of the drawings your classmates do, that they're not really honest with themselves. They also don't know but they think they do. Of course you're different. I didn't expect less from you.", she said and I looked down.