This Is Our Family (No Matter How Weird)

I got you

Natsou's Pov

I didn't know what to say I just saw him laying there tied up and sleep "Touya, I need you to wake up okay"
I tried to speak as gently as possible while I cut the rope loose, his eyes fluttered open and he looked lost "Natsou? What are you doing outside you have homework"

my blood was boiling how could he just leave him out here what if someone grabbed him and ran, then again anywhere but here is okay for me

"I brought you something okay, here I got you okay?" I handed him the clothes and turned around to give him some privacy, when he was done he tapped my arm " I'm done , let's go inside okay...is mom and Shoto back yet?"

I didn't know how to react he was basically pretending nothing happened just now, I don't want to bring it up in case he didn't remember or something

"of course, Fayumi should be making dinner right now we should help her" he always did like cooking maybe I can distract him while I try to think of what to do, Touya nodded and we headed inside

Touya's Pov

I woke up outside cold ,naked ,and dirty, I saw Natsou with a sad look on his face, almost as if he was staring into my soul, I felt like I was panicking even though he was gone I could still feel everything, his hands ,the wind and even the gravel on my face was like a ghost was hanging over me reminding me that I wasn't strong enough to stop this.

Natsou and I headed inside after exchanging some words and I went to help Fayumi cook

" Fayumi how.... How are you feeling?" The sentence how was school just felt disgusting now, like it was tainted forever but that didn't matter, I won't let my life be defined by this moment I'll just forget it ever happened. Fayumi looked at me for a second and then said

"Touya how are you? I just feel like it's important to check on you right now" the air in the was cold again just like this afternoon even though her gaze was warm, she was trying I could tell

" oh I'm fine just had a bad day at school is all" I know she didn't fall for it, she heard me screaming earlier she had been the one who first started trying to break down the door after all, I just hope this was enough for her to realize I didn't want to talk about today

"okay but I'm here if you do need to talk" I smiled and nodded I felt tears in the corner of my eyes threatening to spill so I told Fayumi I was heading to bed she looked at me and tried smiling back, she never was able to hide her emotions.

I walked just until I was out of her line of vision then I ran the rest of the way to my room, that's when I broke down again, tears pouring out of my eyes as I tore the clothes I was wearing off they were dirty, disgusting,
a horrifying reminder of today I tried to cry as quietly as possible not wanting him to come downstairs, my hands were shaking and my vision became blurry I threw up in the corner and grabbed a blanket,

I needed a shower I ran down the hall with only a blanket on and threw myself into the bathroom luckily no one was there,

I closed and locked the door once I dropped the blanket and got in the shower I turned the water on burning hot and started scrubbing my skin raw everything felt dirty I just needed my skin gone,

I could still feel the ghost of his hands on me tears started streaming down my face again as I felt myself slump to the floor of the shower
"Why this, why did this happen" I managed to choke out, I could hear Natsou on the other side of the door asking if I was okay
"Yeah.... Yes Natsou I'm okay" I started wiping my tears away and slowly standing up

"I'm gonna enter the bathroom is that okay?" I nodded then realized Natsou couldn't see me

"yes Natsou you can enter" I didn't want him to think anything was wrong but I also didn't want to talk as well . I got out of the shower and unlocked the door, then I got back into the shower,

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