Remember These Feelings.

Remember This Feeling

Remember this feeling.
This feeling of sitting with him and him being more cautious about his phone.
Just when you start falling a small bit.
Letting your guard down just a smidge.
And now there's new photos.
Photos you don't get.
Who is getting them? That's the painful question.
Is anyone getting them? That's the hopeful question.
What does he have to hide and why does it make me feel so small.
Remember this feeling everytime you feel like you're slipping, he's going to break your heart if you let him. And you're letting him.

Remember this feeling when you look into his eyes.
It's times like these when you can realise all the shit they say about him just might be true.
That he is the monster they make him out to be.

Remember this fucking feeling.