playboy |park jimin| ff.

10. Fearless

A/N POV

You left the cafeteria when suddenly a hand stopped you. You turned around and looked down at the hand and then at the person in front of you.

Kai: Please can we talk??

He asked you with his soft voice and with a slight pout on his lips. You gave him a concerned look before you spoke to him.

Y/n: I think there is no need to explain something I got it, Kai...

You left his hand and was about to leave.

Kai: For real Y/n could you at least listen to me?! I beg you...

He stepped in front of you, with a more annoyed and at the same time angry voice. You flinched at the sudden change of him and took a step back.

Kai: Sorry I didn't mean to yell at you, but could you please listen to me? Please, Y/n?

He again approached you and put his hands gently on your shoulders. You were bothered by such a move but tried to keep it together. You sighed in disbelief and spoke

Y/n: Ok, but this time no lies Kai...I want to know the truth.

You looked at him with a serious expression while he nodded his head. His face lit up a little, like a kid's.

Kai: I didn't know that you would be there...really.

Y/n: Ok, I got it Kai but could you please tell me now, what do you have in common with Jimin?

He took a deep breath and started to speak again.

Kai: It all happened last year, you may not know about it because many people already forgot...

He said that phrase more pissed as if that really bothered him a lot.

Kai: Something really horrible happened.

You crossed your arms and asked him

Y/n: And, what it was??

Kai: There was a girl, which I really liked, her name was Soyoung...
His eyes looked really teary and sad...
Kai: She died, or better say she killed herself.

Your eyes widened as you were shocked to hear what he just said.

Y/n: What? Why did she decide to kill herself? Is Jimin somehow related to her death perhaps!?
He took a few seconds before replying as if he wasn't sure whether to say it or not.
Kai: Yes, he is.

Y/n POV:

My mind became blank all of a sudden. Shivers ran through my entire body, as the moments together with Jimin from yesterday flashed through my mind. I felt my blood boil... and anger was slowly filling my body. I couldn't relate more to that girl and just the thought of what she had to go through made me feel sick to my stomach. And all that was because of him, the exact same person that was sitting a few inches away from me not so long ago. I started to hate him even more, I hated how all of this was happening to me again. What did I do to deserve such misfortune?

Suddenly all my traumas popped in front of my eyes, I looked down and I felt like could not stand on my legs they suddenly started to feel numb and shaky. My breath started to ache and my head was spinning around. But then I felt a warm touch on my hand.

Kai: Are you feeling well?

He asked me, I looked at him and then at his hand that was holding mine. I quickly shoved it off and took a step away from him.

Y/n: I'm alright I just... got lost in my thoughts.

His worried gaze analyzed my face. I took a deep breath before speaking. Something in his story was not convincing me at all, I still felt like he was hiding something from me. I couldn't trust him as I did a few days ago.