STILL YOU

CHAPTER 6

The next day, Saint arrived at school, he was hesitant to go after what happened, not running my foot! Saint scolded himself for not thinking before going through his own action. After that incident, the guys dispersed without enough talking. He don't know what he's going to do. To calm himself, he just wore his headset walking down to his building. He crossed the  road, not minding what's about to happen, the next thing he knew he was abruptly hugged away resulting for them to fall on the other side.

"Are you that desperate to die!!!", the angry driver yelled through the window of his car.
Saint heard it and looked at the direction where the yell was, the car soon left, leaving him and few students watching them. He's elevated from ground, he finally realized he's laying above someone's chest. The wrapped hands around his back now finally loosened and fell on the ground, the chest is familiar, Saint thought and the moment he looked to that somebody, he saw Zee lying unconscious under him.

"Oh my God! P'Zee..", Saint immediately left Zee's chest and knealed next to Zee. He tried to bulge Zee but he isn't waking up. "P'Zee...wake up, please.."

Luckily, at the exact time, Jimmy arrived running towards them.

"Saint, what happened?", Jimmy knelt next to Zee.

"He saved... he saved me from hitting by the car..and..",

"Okay, okay, I get it.. Let's bring him to the infirmary..."Jimmy brought Zee on his arms.

"No, not in the infirmary, let's send him straight to the hospital, please?", Saint asked Jimmy, Jimmy saw worry and panic on Saint's that he only nodded on him in response. He then walked towards his car, and Saint's picked Zee's scattered things and followed Jimmy and Zee. "I'll drive P'," Saint suggested.

"No, you hold Zee, I'll drive. You're so tense, Saint. I'm not gonna let you drive.",

"I'm sorry", Saint murmured, and entered the back seat laying Zee's head on his lap. Tears clousded his eyes.

Saint, I know, you still love Zee. Please don't make things painful for the both of you, Jimmy told himself after he saw Saint's reaction on his mirror. Saint sobbed all the way to the hospital holding the unconscious Zee on his embrace. He didn't care if they broke up, the man is hurt because of him, he knew for the fact that he's an accident prone person but he didn't took care of himself and let Zee save him again.  I'm sorry, P'Zee, Saint murmured under his breath.

After awhile, Zee's taken care off and now lying on his hospital bed. The doctor told them that Zee's fine, a little bump on his head and nothing else. Zee's might've fell unconscious because of shock. Jimmy already told Tommy, Poppy and Park about what happened and said they're on their way.

"Saint, are you coming? I'll go buy some snacks", Jimmy told the still tensed Saint.

"No, I'll look after P'Zee.", Saint still not wavering his eyes on unconscious Zee. Jimmy only sighed on what he was witnessing. Where did the deadpan Saint yesterday? He thought.

"Relax, Saint. Zee will be fine", Jimmy patted Saint's shoulder to comfort him, and gained a nod on Saint. "I'll be back", Jimmy left the room as Saint pulled the empty seat next to Zee's bed. Saint hate himself now. He told himself not to get swayed by the man lying in front of him, but the man kept showing his care, he's hurt and it's running throughout his mind! Just how am I suppose to unlove you Zee now that your engage with someone else!! How am I suppose to let go of you,  how am I gonna move on! How am I supposed to hate you, P'Zee..Saint yelled his frustrations in his head on his palm. Tears finally fell on his arm. "Did I made the wrong choice of not running away ,P?", Saint murmured, and continued to cry. Saint fell asleep after crying for such a long time. Zee woke up later and see, Jimmy, Tommy, Park and Poppy sitting on the couch. He groaned that caught their attention. he's undiably looking for someone until he touched someone's hair at the end of his hand. He smiled when he saw Saint sleeping, laying his head on the bed facing him.