STILL YOU

CHAPTER 9

P'Zee, what are you doing?", Saint screamed when Zee suddenly carried him in a bridal style.

"Let's go in the garden, Saint..",
"Garden? We have a garden, P'Zee?", Saint curiously asked Zee, he frowned.
"Yeah, and it's as beautiful as you", Zee smiled giving a peck on Saint's lips.
Zee then went outside with Saint in his arms, a garden full of red roses welcome them making everything smells nice. Saint's eyes fluttered looking around the beautiful flowers sorrounding him and ran around like a child, Zee could only smile looking at his man. Saint stopped and the moment he turned around, he saw Zee knealing before him. He felt nervous, his heart's beating fast that it will explode soon.
"Marry me, Saint", Zee uttered until..

BANG!! Saint found himself lying on the floor, it's been awhile since he fell on his bed. He laughed, what the hell is that dream! He thought. Argh! My back! His eyes now opened and looked at the ceiling.

"Hm, where am I?", He asked and answered himself. "Right, I'm in Chiang Mai, I'm with Grandma. And it's not Zee and my garden, it's Grandma's.", He laughed. "You're going crazy, Saint. So crazy",

Saint took an escape to his bathroom and washed his face. Last night, he cried. His eyes were swollen, his face was flushed. Oh, God!, He gasped. His grandma is so observant that he doesn't know what to explain.

"Little muskateer,are you awake?", a knock was heard that immediately brought him to smile. "Breakfast is ready",

"I'm washing up, Grandma.", Saint replied.

"Okay, I'll wait you there. Come fast",

"Yeah", Saint after awhile, went down the dining area. There, he saw all of his favorite dishes. "Wow, Grandma. Is it my birthday?", Saint joked only to gain a cute laugh from his Grandma.

"Don't flatter me, little muskateer. Eat your breakfast", his grandma caressed Saint's cheek, he smiled.

"Khub!", Saint took a seat and prepared himself to eat as much as he can. "Oh God, I miss all of this Grandma",

"Yeah,yeah. Go and stuff yourself, lit.."

"I'm no longer a little muskateer, Grandma..", Saint pouted.

"And what are you then?",

"Hm... I'm...",

"Bunny, a big little bunny", Zee's voice echoed in Saint's mind that had him in silent and just stare on his food. The silence was noticed by his grandma who immediately tried to broke it.

"Nevermind, you are and you will always be my little muskateer", Saint looked at his Grandma, and giggled.

"Okay, I'll be your forever little muskateer", Saint replied to his grandma who let out a soft chuckle. Too cute, Saint thought.
They then began to dig on to their food but soon as Saint took a mouthful of rice, his grandma suddenly cupped his face.

"Huh, Grandma, what's wrong?", He asked looking at his grandma's soften eyes.

"Honey, what's wrong?", she returned the question making Saint frown. "Why are you crying?"

"Huh? Cry? Who's..", that's when he finally realized that tears had flowed in his face,. "I'm sorry.. grandma..I ..I.. don't know...why my tears would...",

"It's okay, Honey, You can tell me, you're grandma is here..you can tell me..", his grandma trailed that made him want to cry even more. Her grandma caressed his back and suddenly he wrapped his arms his grandma's waist and cried his heart. "Cry it all out, little muskateer. I'm here.",

"Grandma..", Saint's voice cracked. "I love him, I love him", he trembled as his grandma continued to comfort him. "I love him, I can't, I love him.."