CHAPTER 14

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Are you really letting go of me, Saint?", Zee asked hoping the worst answer the he could get. Readying his heart to be broken. He knew Saint's might be happy now..but..

"Will you ran away with me, P", Saint cut Zee, Zee's breathing hitched. He was surprised Saint would ask the same thing he would like to ask on him.

"Is this... is this another joke Saint..", Zee's voice cracked as tears finally escaped from his.

"Do I look like I'm joking P', I'm asking you if you could run away with me, ditch everything behind..", Saint trailed, waiting for Zee's replied. He waited for the worst. He wanted to ask him during the video chat earlier but he couldn't since Zee's not showing his face, worst, he left in the middle of it.  "Do you dare, P?", He finally felt the cold winds hitting, making him shiver. He fell on the ground and tremble.

"I can, no need to ask me. If you want, I can go there right now, and take you somewhere only the two of us know. I can go there now, Saint..", Zee replied, Saint smiled. That's enough for him to hear, he knew he have Zee's heart all this time.

"I miss you,P", Saint tears escaped once again. He decided to voice out feelings his keeping inside, he felt like drowning, that the more he hide it, the things he's trying to salvage in his heart might collapse soon. He decided to let his heart take over his busy mind. He's afraid that things even get messier the more he keep his longing and feelings towards his man.

"I miss you so so much, Saint", Zee's replied wiping away his already mess face.

"Will you wait for me, P? I want to go back when I'm sure I can finally fight you for your dad and mom, I want that once I come back I can already stay by your side, I want to muster up my courage to steal you from Jennie", Zee laughed. "Why are you laughing? I'm being serious here..",

"I think you don't have to steal me from Jennie, you have me from the start, bunny.", Zee smiled.

"No, I want my koala all to myself", Saint growled, Zee blushed. "Wait for me, will you? Is it possible,P?"

"I'll wait for you even if it's take forever, ah, no, the sooner the better.", Saint chuckled and sneeze.

"Saint..do you have also cold?",

"No, I'm not. I'm just terrified that I forgot to wear thick cloth going out in the middle of the night.", Saint laughed at his silliness.
"Go inside now, you'll catch cold at this rate", Zee added, coughing.

"I think you need to rest now, P'. You are sick.", Saint added, walking back to the house.

"Saint, I don't want to sleep now.",

"Why? Are you crazy?", Saint exclaimed. "I don't want to be the reason for you to die", Zee laughed.

"I'm ready to die for you, Saint",

"Sleep now, P'Zee!", Saint added.

"No, I don't want. What if when I wake up, it's all dream, a dream that I've finally got to talk to you, what if...",

"P', you sleep naa.. I promise to call you tomorrow,.", Saint repeated.

"Really?",

"Yeah, you sleep now, okay?",

"Please.. please don't let me go, Saint. I can't, I can't live without you", Zee's voice cracked. "I don't know where am I in your heart, but please, please hold on...",

"I know.. I know that Poppy might've shown you my message with him, and I really mean that, I just need time to think P', time to compose myself. Probably, by giving each other some time, we could think of a lot things. P', don't worry about my heart, it's yours.", Saint said on the phone..

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