I have a boyfriend, yes, I'm still with him even after what I'm about to tell you. So his ex is my best friend's older sister and they dated for like 2 years. He loved her and last night told me he still loves her and he thinks about her all the time. I didn't say anything so he asked me if I was listening, I told him yes, he asked why I wasn't saying anything. I didn't say anything because I didn't know what to say and I told him that. He said that I should feel bad for him. But I was upset at what I was just told. Then I asked him if he even wants to be with me and his asked if I wanted his honest answer, I said yes, he told me that he doesn't really even wanna be with me but he likes the fact that I like being around him. I like being around him because I love him but he doesn't know. He also said that she was a whore anyways before we even had this whole conversation when I said that I lost my best friend because I'm still with him. That best friend was his ex's sister.
I don't know what to do, all my friends hate him, say he's toxic, say he's using me, that he doesn't care about me, and a lot more shit. I have tried to break up with him before but I cant even get the words to come out. I want to do it but I love him. I would do anything for him because he means the world to me. But I don't mean anything to him...
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Poetryquotes about depression, suicide, cutting, self harming, and many more. One thing I know everyone that has ever been depressed hates so much, is people having the audacity to joke about killing themselves. SUICIDE ISN'T A FRUCKING JOKE YOU DUMB FEMA...
