Hear Me Calling | YNW Melly

T H I R T Y T W O 🫀

July 29th, 2019
Jaciell's POV

i woke up to a beeping sound on a hospital bed, again. my body hurts so bad, my head is killing me.

my body is in so much pain, i wince and groan, even breathing is fucking hurting me.

memories of the events that brought me here pour into my mind, and again, i feel depressed asf.

why can't i ever be happy? why won't it last??

"are you okay?" i hear a voice, my head turns to the direction its coming from and i see Melly, his eyes were red and puffy.

"i- it hurts." i whisper.

normally i can take pain, but this is something i have never felt before. its irritating that i can't even control how my body is reacting.

"i know baby," he places his hand on top of my head and caresses me. "i'm so sorry, jaciell." he sighs.

i just look at him, unable to say anything, there isn't anything to say. He still won't tell me what he did to me, and I'm not saying shit til he admits it to me.

the nurse walks in, "Ah, you're up! how are you feeling?" she gives me a warm smile.

"lots of pain, miss." I groan, "I'm gonna give you some more medicine, lets check your vitals first."

while she's working melly just stares at me with those sad eyes, them lies must be tearing his ass up right about now.

I yawn.

"okay you're all good, also the baby is okay, we still do need to monitor you due to the injuries, whenever you need anything hit the button, please try not to move unless you have assistance. we have to accommodate you as best as possible."

I nod in response, "Ok then, I'll be right back with your medicine."

she closes the door behind her and I turn to melly. "did they ask any questions?"

"you already answered them," he mumbled,

i knit my eyebrows in confusion.

I mean he's not in jail and im not handcuffed to the bed, so all is well right?

but i need to ask anyways, "when?"

"on the way here, you had woke up and they started doing protocol questions and shit then you just answered them, i followed what you said when they asked me. eventually you knocked out again."

i nod my head in response, still sort of confused. i think its just the shock of being here.

speaking on being here im assuming im going to be spending the next two weeks here if my 'injuries' are as bad as they feel.

"where am i hurt?"

he stood silent, so i asked again, "Where am i hurt melly?"

hearing his name come from my mouth made his face scrunch up, "that don't even sound right..." he said in a low tone.

I try to move so i can get a better angle of where i am hurt but he stops me, "don't, just don't move. you could hurt yourself more."

"Jaciell... i have to tell you something," he starts hesitantly.

he looks genuinely terrified to say  it, do i even wanna hear that right now? should i even allow that type of stress despite all of my current worries?

suddenly we hear three light taps before the door handle turns, God is good.

"we can talk about it in a bit, ok?" I give him a weak yet reassuring smile, he nods his head in response.

the nurse walks in. "okay you have two options, do you want pills or IV?"

"IV please, this pain is killing me," I lightly groan.

"ok, give me a minute, love, hang tight."

A/N:
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