July 14th, 2018
Jaciell's POV:
Melly didn't come home last night and I've been really worried, throughout the whole day he would text me back so slow. I cooked his favorite meal and he still didn't come home to eat, I don't know what's going on but this isn't him.
He doesn't do this unless he has something going on, I don't want to accuse him of anything. I don't want to forcefully make him tell me his situation. I want it to be genuine, I want it to be because he trusts me...
But even lately it seems like that's the last thing he does.
my phone begins to ring, indicating a call, and i pick up...
After minutes of hearing what was on the other end of the call, i decided enough was enough.
I hung up, feeling my tears welling up ready to spill. I didn't fight it, I just let myself cry.
No amount of words could possibly describe how I feel, my heart is completely broken.
My heart has been crushed.
I never expected this...
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"Jaciell?" Melly called my name, I took a deep breath I wasn't going to tell him I knew.
I needed him to tell me himself no matter how long it took.
"Yes?" I said wiping my tears and sniffing, his head pops in to view with a confused expression.
"What's wrong baby?" He asks, "hormones," I awkwardly laughed.
"Do you always do this when I leave?"
"Um...Depends." I shrugged, "so, where were you?" I smiled.
"Stu," He said as he approached me, giving me a warm hug.
Little did he know I called and he wasn't there.
He gave me a peck.
Even if those lips told me lies, I still love the way they feel.
Who would've known i'd love this boy as much as I do.
It's like he's poison but he tastes so good.
Like bad no matter how hard I try to get rid of, I still let it back in.
Love is war. And I don't know if I am the right soldier for this battle.
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There was a stiffness in the air, and it was noticeable. He's caught on but hasn't spoken on it, how were we so attached to another, yet we're sitting on opposite ends of the couch in the living room.
It doesn't make sense, he avoids all eye contact with me.
I finally decided to speak up, I reach for the remote on the coffee table in front of us and turn the tv off.
I sit back down but facing his way and closer.
"What's wrong, my love?" I asked I think a soft approach could be helpful.
"Too much." He sighed, I place his hand between both my palms, "Talk to me."
He looked me in the eyes but he was hesitant, he couldn't even form a sentence. He just stuttered different words, I guess he didn't have a clue on what or how to explain what he wanted to say.
He breathed out in frustration, I am going to feel so bad later tonight but this has to be done.
I pull him into a long embrace, bringing his face to my chest, rubbing his back in a comforting man or while my other hand was placed at his nape.
"Listen, you know I would do anything for you, I can't stand seeing you like this, please tell me what I can do to make you feel better..."
He shook his head, "You can't help me in a situation like this."
"And if I can't, I will help you get through this, you're my lover, my best friend, my Clyde...I can listen to what you have to say, it's not good bottling up you're emotions and you know this."
"I fucked up Jaciell. I really did it this time." His voice cracked.
He must be regretting whatever it is he did because this is surely not like him.
"You did, or Melvin did?" I whispered.
"Melvin..." He tightened his grip on me, "I don't know if I can forgive him"
"Baby what happened??"
He sighed, "I can't tell you yet. Please I need to figure out what I'm finna do."
"It's okay, I trust you. Just make sure you're making the right decision, ok?" I looked him in his eyes.
All I see is sadness. Beautiful eyes filled with sadness.
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