Nicks POV
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It was the day after my brothers 18th birthday when we left. He decided to take custody of me and took me to the town we were originally from, but not before we said goodbye to everyone.
I think the one I was going to miss the most was Amanda, we had grown a special bond, even though it wasn't the real me but the wolf. I still think I'm going to miss her. She was pretty much the only thing that kept me sain in the place. The worst part is that she wasn't even mine, she was my brother's. About a month after she arrived conner got the nerve to ask her out.
It wasn't a surprise but i still got this feeling when they came by hand in hand. I didn't know why I cared, I mean it's not like I'm jealous...right?
AMANDA
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Today was my boyfriends birthday and we went ALL out. The day started out with me, emma, and abby making breakfast in bed. After the breakfast we got conner out of bed. With my hands on his face we walked into the living room. Quickly I removed my hands away and everyone yelled "surprise"
Conner acted surprised, gave me a peck on the cheek, put on a fake smile, and went on to thank everyone.
It's so weird, knowing if something is fake or lying . Sometimes I wish I wasn't able to tell.
For example, when I was about 8 I woke up to the noise of the door closing. Being a curious child I got up and went towards the door. Slowly I crept up to the door and I noticed a figure in the house. I was a child remember this, so I grabbed the first thing I could get my cubby hands on, which happened to be a lamp and screamed at the top of my lungs. I heard shuffling coming towards me and I tried running, but the man was faster than me.
He put a hand over my mouth and shhed me. The man turned on the light switch by us and it turned out to be my dad."dad why were you out?" Calming my nerves I sat on the couch. "I...I was just getting milk because we're out " he rubbed the back and looked away. Right when he turned his neck to look away I saw a smear of pink lipstick across he's collar.
I didn't want him to know I knew or else I would be beat...... yeah me and my dad weren't on the best of terms. But anyway, back to the party.
It was going fine, until nick yanked conner into the boys room
NICK POV
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"So is she it?" I was very eager to see if we were taking Amanda or not.
"I still can't find out, remember it's has to be the exact time I was born" which was 1:57 that night
"Oh" a wave of sadness washed over me as I slumped into one of the beds. I should have been happy that I wouldn't have to share a house with her but I wasnt. Conner started packing the rest of his stuff, I might as well join. With every pair of clothes I put In the suit case a pang of hurt go through my body.
"Well tomarrow is the day I leave, I better get used to sleeping alone" I muttered speaking my thoughts.
"What was that?" I knew conner had heard me but I guess he wanted to play it off, which I was great full for. Once we were finished we walked back to the party.
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I am soooooooooooooooooooooo sorry I haven't updated in forever. I sorry for all of you who enjoy reading it, but I had some family stuff going on. Ok so I feel like crap for taking so long and I really am sorry, for the few ppl who read it. I also feel bad about making it short so sorry again. Also sorry if the music is crap for you i just chose the song. So any questions or comments? OK so I would really appreciate it if you commented so it let's me know that ppl haven't just quit on my story......... so yeah anyway enjoy and luv life even when it brings you down
luv, luna
