His Ex-wife (Love is for the weak)

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Amber

I looked at him waiting for his answer. I wanted to look away since I didn't want to see that expression he had. Why are you the one to show me this look? You aren't the one who got hurt. 

So why?

A part of me deep down still wishes to see the husband I once loved and knew, but the me in control wishes he would just leave and never come back. Uncle once told me 'if you take a step forward there is no turning back' and that is what I am doing. 

But am I really doing the right thing?

Ugh, what am I saying? What we had is over...I have to remember life is not a fairytale.

"So what will it be?" I ask him 

"I want to be a father to my children." He said as he leaned back in his chair and sighed. 

He was frustrated, and I knew that. I also know that he isn't one to easily let things go.

"I want to be able to interact with the kids as much as I can if that is possible." He said as he hid any expression on his face.

"As I said before I will not force my kids to interact with you. But I know you need to spend time with them in order to get them to open up to you."  I say as I look out of the window.

"How about you come over tomorrow. There I will formally introduce you to them once again. This way we will both explain what is happening." 

"Alright, I know in the beginning it will be hard for them to accept me as their father. Since I wasn't there for them in their first years of their life. But I will do what I can to earn their trust and love." 

Yes. Only time will tell what will happen. Just like he has the right to know his kids so do the children have the right to know just who their father is. 

"I will say this...only once. If you hurt my babies emotionally as you did to me...I will never allow you to even look at us again. You may have power..." but so do I "but that will not stop me from keeping you away from us." I say as I look start into his eyes. 

"That won't happen. I said it before I am here to take back what is mine. You should know by now that I never let go of what belongs to me. Especially my family." He took hold of my hand as he said this. I tried to pull my hand back but he held it with a firm grip.

I sigh and nod to him. Know he wouldn't let me win this argument, yet it was to soon to let my guard down.

"Whatever you say. Let me tell you a little about my angels before you meet them tomorrow." I pull my hand away and straighten my posture.

"Mason is the oldest, he may seem very serious and hard to approach but he is very friendly as well as easy to talk to." 

"Really?" Lucian says as he leans in forward to listen closely. I nod and continue

"Jason is the second, you won't see a child as kind and sweet as he is. Jas-" I hear a laugh and stop speaking. I look at him confused to why he is laughing" 

"Its nothing continue" he says as he clears his throat.

"Alright, well Bella is the last angel born. Bella is just like a princess gentle and has heart of gold, her brothers are very protective of her. This is just a little information on them but you will see for yourself when you meet them tomorrow." I say as I smile thinking of me angels.

"Is that so, I guess I meet these 'Angels' tomorrow them." he said with a smirk on his face.

Why is he acting this way?

*****

The next day came and I had yet to tell my angels who was coming. 

The only thing that was running through my head was the thought of how my angels who react to thing meeting and all the future time they will spend with Lucian.

We didn't talk much after our agreement, soon as dinner was over he drove me home and that was it. 

Anyways first things first.

"Jason, Bella, Mason can you come down for a moment please" I call them from the stairs.

I make my way tot he Livingroom and take a seat as I wait for them to come down. I smile as I hear their running footsteps as the make their way to me. How I love my babies, if it was up to me I wish I didn't have to share them with anyone.

"Yes mommy?"

"I have to tell you something so please come sit down my loves." I wait for them to do so. 

"So...There is someone comi-"

I didn't get to finish when the door bell rang and I knew all to well who it was going to be.