His Ex-wife (Love is for the weak)

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Lucian 

"Lucian I love you so much!" I watch as she spins around then stops to look at me with her bright smile. She holds out her hand for me to take as she walk closer to me. We then walk around in the garden as she holds my hand in hers. I want to tell her that I also love her, but for some reason I can't speak.  Having her so close to me made me so happy yet for some reason this did not feel real. We keep walking till we reach the gate to our home. She suddenly lets go of my hand, but just as I try to pull her back she is on the other side of the gate with an old suit case. I run up to the gate trying to open it but it wouldn't budge. I try to call for her yet nothing comes out. As she stands there hugging herself with her arms she turns to face me as tears run down her lovely face. It pained me to see her cry. She looked so broken. She then sadly smiles and says "I love you, I really do....yet why do you hurt me....Lucian....I wish we never met" with these words she began to vanish. I couldn't do anything but to watch her leave me as I fall to the ground.

Amber my beautiful wife.....

I woke up from the dream I've been getting since I lost Amber. It has always been the same with her leaving me as she repeats those words to me. I've been looking everywhere for her for the past three years, but its as if the earth has swallowed her whole. I have hurt her so much in such little time and just like that she is gone leaving an empty spot in my life. 

At that time when i made her leave me there was so much going on. I forced her to leave even though I didn't what her to go. I did everything while thinking of her. There is no excuse to what I did, I wronged my wife and broke her heart. I made my sweet and innocent wife to change. I did this to her. But I'm glad she was strong enough to be where she is now. And now she is pushing me away claiming that she has moved on.

My blood still boils at the thought of her dating someone else and I had just confirmed that  Jason was just the name of her son. What a surprise to find out that my dear wife has kids, and I know for a fact that they must be mine. I have already hired someone to look into it so that I can confront her and take her and my children back. But I just know they are mine, no one has my eyes and yet all these children had them. 

I just want to be able to speak to her without getting interrupted and explain my self to her. I want to tell her that I knew that she was innocent all along. That I had made those picture in order to have an excuse for her to leave me. I did what had to be done in order to keep her safe. I didn't want them to come after her just to get to me. I had to make them believe that I was in bad terms with Amber so that they would back off and focus on me. 

It took me some years to find everyone of those bastards that ruined my marriage. Life was so much peaceful when they hadn't shown up. But when they did the first thing they aimed for was none other than her. Her being my weakness made her their first target.  I had to put some distance between us for few months in order to carry out my plan. I tried to avoid being home so much and she seemed to understand that I had work to do. I hated that I was lying to her but it was all to keep her safe. 

Would she had been happier if she had really not ever met me?

I for one can't think of my life being happy without her in it. Before I had even met her I was cold-hearted. I didn't care for anyone but myself, but then she walked into my life literally. I knew that she would be in danger if she would stay close to me but I just couldn't pull myself away from her. She was the only person other than my mother whom I showed my gentle side to. 

It was my fault for being her into my world even though she know nothing about it. I put her in danger even when I tried to hid her from my world. A world where her sweet innocent heart was to weak to be in. I was selfish and kept her by my side, and look at where it led us. 

Because of who I was they wanted her.

Even for who I was I couldn't protect her. 

But this time it is different. I have already gotten rid of all the people who would have wanted to hurt her because of me. I looked for her to tell her the truth about myself, the truth I hid from her so she wouldn't have gotten hurt. I'm here to fix my mistake, I am willing to do what ever it takes even if it means I'll have to kneel and beg her for years.

I will win over her and my children's love. No matter how much she denies it she will be mine once more. She knows that I never take no for an answer. I was the one who broke her heart  so its my job to repair it. I have reached the top of my world  and there will be no one who will have the guts to even dare to threaten my family unless they no longer want their lives.

She is my wife

Forever and always.

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