Kian and Andrea

Chapter 17-- Cuts

Kian (P.O.V.)

I saw Andrea lying on the bathroom floor. She's dying. She's dying right in front of me. This can't happen. I picked her up and rushed her to my car and then the hospital. I ran into the hospital already crying.

"Somebody Help! She's dying!" They rushed her into a room and said it's best to stay out in the waiting room. She's dying. I looked at my arms and saw the scars on my arm. I tried to think why Andrea would do this.

Why would Andrea try to kill herself? Was it really because of me? I ruined everything. Maybe I should just leave. But I wanna stay right now just for Andrea. The doctor came out.

"Hello. Andrea is okay. She fortunately didn't have enough pills in her system to kill her." I gave a huge smile and he told me that I could go see her.

I went into the room she was in still asleep. I sat down next to her and held her hand. I missed the feeling of this. I'm glad Trevor is away from Andrea. I feel bad about hurting Trevor he didn't deserve any of that. She began to wake up.

Andrea (P.O.V.)

I woke up and saw Kian sitting next to me. Also am I in a hospital?

"Kian?"

"Oh hey.."

"Why are you here?! Get away!" Why was he here?

"Andrea, you wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for me! You would have been laying there dead! I didn't want to loose you for good! I need you."

I began to cry. He was right, I would be dead if he didn't come right away. He covered his face into his hands and was full on crying. I looked at him and I saw red marks on his arms.

"Kian? Are those scars?! Were you cutting?!" Was it from me?

"These scars are from losing you. After you left me I couldn't handle this anymore. I didn't wanna kill myself so I decided to cut. Since you don't care about me and want me to get out of your life I'll leave!" He left the room.

"Kian wait!" He didn't stop he just kept crying while running out.

I started to cry. I saw my mom come in an she saw me crying.

"Andrea? What did you do to Kian? He was bawling while running out of the hospital."

"I ruined it all mom! I thought he ruined my life! But I ruined his life and I blamed it all on him! I wish he didn't find me. I wish I was dead."

"Honey don't say that. He's just depressed. He misses you. Just be friends with him. Things will get better, I promise."

Maybe she's right. But what if Kian went home to kill himself? Ugh I just wanna go home and I'm done with all of this!

Kian (P.O.V.)

I ran out of the hospital and saw Andrea's Mom entering the hospital.

"Awh Kian what's wrong!?"

"Ask Andrea she might know."

I went into my car still crying. I pounded on the steering wheel just stressed.

"I can't do this anymore." I said under my breath.

A/N

Hey guys sorry it's still sad. But also 2 more days till My book Olivia. !!!