Kian and Andrea

Chapter 29 - Saying Goodbye & Dress Fitting

"What makes you think I'm pregnant?" I didn't want him to know quite yet. What if he breaks up with me and we never get married.

"You never act like this."

"Fine! I'm pregnant!" I was scared what he would say. Of course I was crying because I'm such an emotional person.

He hugged me tighter than he ever has.

"It's okay." He said in my ear. I was so relieved. Next month was the wedding,2 months till the trip to UK, and 3 months until the baby.. Stuff are going way to fast.

I texted Jenn to tell her to come over. It was a bad idea to but a good idea at the same time. Jack was at a friends house but when Jenn came over, her water broke. She was ready to cry because she mainly wanted jack to be there. I drove her to the hospital and called Jack right away.

"Family are only allowed in here so you have to leave." The doctor said.

"I need her in here!" Jenn screamed at the doctor.

I tried not to vomit while Jenn gave birth. But soon I will be the one giving birth. Not exciting. Jenn named her new son Anthony. The baby was adorable. It made me kind of excited for my own baby. I don't know the gender of my baby because I wanted it to be a suprise. I decided that if it was a boy it would be named Troye and if it was a girl it would be named Arden because the names are perfect.

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After Jenn was released from the hospital with her newborn, I told her I needed to get a dress for the wedding.

After a few days of Jenn resting, I invited her to go and help me pick a dress. I also brought along Rebecca and Niomi. Niomi came back for the wedding and I am going back to the UK after the wedding.

It tried on 4 dresses and the fourth one was the best. My maid of honor is of course going to be Jenn. The bridesmaids will only be Rebecca and Niomi.

After the dress fitting I went home. I thought to myself. How am I going to do YouTube? I don't have time for it but I would hate to leave it out of my life. I just have to.

I got my camera out and started to record.

"Hey guys. This is going to be a serious video." I tried not to cry.

I continued again. "Well as you all know Kian and I are getting married. But there's more to that. I'm pregnant. And I just don't think I can do this whole YouTube thing. It's to stressful trying to put a video up all the time when I'm pregnant and getting ready for a wedding. It's just to much for me. I'm gonna miss you all so much. I know you will miss me but I just can't keep up with YouTube much longer. It's too stressful and I feel like it's my job and it's not supposed to be like that. Im so sorry guys. I love you all. Goodbye."

After editing, I tweeted about the video and tweeted about it. After the video was up so many people were supporting me on my decision and tweeted me and I was just so thankful for all this. It was such an incredible experience.

A/N

Hey guys sorry I haven't been uploading! Next chapter will be the wedding and when Andrea goes to the UK! So it will be a pretty long chapter! Also at the end of the book is going to be a huge surprise and you're never gonna guess it! Okay well bye!

-- Chloe 🙈💜

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