Kian and Andrea

Chapter 12-- Stressing Out

Andrea (P.O.V.)

I like Trevor I really do. But I honestly miss Kian.

When I got home from the park Trevor and I wanted to spend our last week together before school started again. When I got home from the park it was already getting pretty late. I went upstairs to lay in my bed. I started to get really sad just thinking about Kian. I just decided to sleep it off.

When I woke up I remembered yesterday. I started to feel sad again. I looked at my phone to see if anyone texted me. Trevor was the only one just saying good morning and asking if I wanted to hang out today. I replied saying no only because I was just really bummed from yesterday. Why am I overreacting?

I went into the bathroom and took a shower. Since I was staying home I just decided to put sweatpants on and just a plain white t-shirt. I then say on the couch and just decided to watch some tv. I got distracted while my mom was trying to ask me something.

"Andrea?! What are you thinking about?! I asked a simple question what do you want for breakfast?!"

"Oh sorry mom. I was just thinking about stuff, I'm not hungry so I'll just wait till lunch to eat."

"Honey, what's on your mind. Tell me."

"I just miss... Kian..." I began to tear up. Why am I thinking about him so much?

"Sweetie. Don't overthink so much why don't you invite Trevor over? Maybe he will get your mind off of stuff."

She was right, maybe I should invite him over.
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Andrea: Hey Trev, wanna come over for a bit? I need to get my mind off things

Trevor: sure be over in a bit, love you. xx
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I scrolled through my twitter since I haven't in a while to see what people think about me an kian. People didn't like that we broke up. They blamed me for it. He was the one who cheated on me with Bethany. I was getting alot of hate from people who stuck up for Kian. But I didn't want more things in my head always distracting me. I heard a knock on the door and got up and I saw Trevor. I asked him if we were officially dating or not because I was kind of confused about all of it. "Of course! Well I mean if you want to, I would love to be dating but.." Trevor said.

"But what?' Now I really wasn't sure what was going on.

"I just feel like your not completely over Kian.." His mood kind of saddened while saying it.

"Trevor, I'm not gonna go back to someone who just cheated on me. I want you Trevor."

"Okay, you seem pretty sure that you're completely over him. So I guess we are a couple!"

I wasn't actually completely over Kian. 50% of me wanted Kian but 50% of me wanted Trevor. I knew that went I went to school I would fall for Kian again, I also knew if I see Trevor, i'll be more into him.

After a while of sitting around, Trevor went home. I went up to my bed to relax. I was still thinking about Kian. I couldn't get him off my mind. Like I usually do, I sleep my problems away.

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I woke up about an hour later. Usually when I sleep my problems away, I forget about them when I wake up and there's nothing to worry about. Not this time though. Maybe things will get better. "Just forget about Andrea" I said under my breath.

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In my last few days until school. I hung out with Trevor. Today was the last day until school tomorrow. I decided to invite Jenn over to talk about Kian.

"Andrea just stop thinking about it so much. You'll get over him don't worry. He cheated on you right? Why do you still like him so much?"

"I don't know, I just miss him I mean he was my first actual boyfriend. I just feel bad that I broke up with him."

"He's the one who should feel bad. Besides, you have Trevor."

'Thanks Jenn you always know how to make me feel better."

"That's why I'm your best friend" She then gave me a tight hug.

Jenn invited me to go hang out with her and Jack. I'm so happy they're still together. I wish Kian and I were still together. Ugh why can't I forget about him.

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After Jenn,Jack,and I all went home. I went straight to bed and just layed there thinking about Kian. Okay seriously I need to stop. Maybe once I go to school tomorrow and see Kian, I'll remember how much he hurt me.
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A/N

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