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Flow. That's what my friend suggests. Go with the flow. Everything will be fine but what if the flow is too slow to let me move forward, what if the flow is taking too much time to actually let you flow, what if...?
These if-s keeps running inside my head making me mentally exhausted. I live a scheduled life, my yesterday is very much similar to my today and so are the thoughts but even though I know the answer to the unanswered questions I want to know them.
I wake up at 6:30 a.m. freshen up and start to study till 10 to 11 including the distractions, short breaks in between then after taking a bath at 11 o'clock. I sit down and try to pass it yes, pass it since the interest, the excitement to actually live the life, hope for tomorrow has somewhere got lost amid my random thoughts. I feel defeated and am too.
Sometimes I am afraid, feel low when I see others. Even though deep down I know underneath their expanding facial muscles their hearts are constricting in pain they only know about. Somewhere I know everything but don't want to accept maybe....maybe because I have accepted my defeat.
Maybe but one thing I know is I need to let the flow be with me not the other way.
°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° A/N: just some random thoughts I wanted to share since I don't actually have someone to share. No I am not asking for sympathy but just wanted to share. Have a nice day/night.
