Late For French - (Fransykes)

Chapter 33

A/N: Go watch 'Downfalls High' by Machine Gun Kelly if you haven't already 💕

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I stagger my way through the rowdy crowd of drunken teenagers that go to my school, doing my best not to spill my drink as I pass them. The posh designer kitchen diner rammed with the majority of the teens in my year, screaming over the loud base of the music, laughing hysterically and dancing the school night away without a single care in the world that we all have to be up by 7am tomorrow.

I terribly failed at opening up the stupid fancy French doors that led to the huge garden out back and with a hazy state of mind I decided to head for the front door instead. I urgently needed some fresh air, my head throbbing horribly and my surroundings becoming a fuzzy blur from the unnecessary amount of alcohol I have consumed this evening. I needed somewhere to be on my own to breathe for a bit.

After I disgustingly kissed Jona in the lunch hall today and shortly after regretting it, I just fell into a state of self destruct mode. I don't know what came over me but I suddenly had this great urge to create mayhem and that's exactly what I intended to do. I didn't want to pay attention to the aching pain my heart was crying out for or even think of the truths I discovered earlier today. I wanted to forget absolutely everything and most of all drown my sorrows and get completely rotten drunk.

The second Jona mentioned his parents were out of town on a skiing trip in Canada, I jumped at the golden opportunity to make something happen. Like a flick of a switch my fake flirtatious charms came on and I easily managed to convince him to throw a house party after school. As you can imagine, Jona however had other ideas in mind for us and tried to argue on the matter, but I hyped up how awesome the party would be which quickly changed his mind. He had a huge ego and any compliments which would make him feel and look good about himself didn't take much effort.

Although, despite the house being full of students he has still attempted trying to get me alone with him to take things further. I have managed to keep him at bay for now with a few drunken sloppy kisses here and there which makes me want to vomit in my mouth every time, but been forever grateful for when someone who has interrupted us. Or better yet, when Mr Brightside got blasted through the speakers and it had to be dramatically celebrated by me shouting the lyrics at the top of my voice on top of the sleek shiny kitchen counter with a bottle of wine in my hand as my microphone. I think I put on a rather good show to my fellow audience if I say so myself.

Jona was just a distraction. An unhealthy, toxic distraction but the best kind of distraction that I needed right now. He made me forget all the shitty stuff going on in the back of my head but I wasn't going to let it affect me, right now I was having fun with him and enjoying getting completely shit faced. He'll probably get bored of me soon though, constantly brushing him off all the time it won't be long before he finds someone else to hook up with and that's just fine with me.

However, Jona isn't the only one I've been trying to avoid tonight either... It was the older Weinhofen brother, Justin, who's gaze I have felt on me the entire night also. Like a predator waiting for the right moment to pounce on his prey as he lurks amongst the shadows of underage drunken teens. I shudder at the thought of him seductively eying me up from a far. I thought I had a stupid crush on him but after that night he got with me in the nightclub where he gave me E and I was more or less paralytic with no control of my actions, I've just seen him as a complete creep and kept my distances... 

As I tackle my way across the room I felt dizzy and light headed. The house has gotten too loud for me to even think straight- or is that down to the ridiculous amount of alcohol I have consumed already? Also the reason why my vision is slightly fuzzy and I can barely see where I'm going? Most probably. But I really needed a fucking cigarette and fresh air and I was determined to find a way outta here to enjoy my drink in peace.