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Hi,Zaynie, how's the hair holding up? Bet it's still not as good as mine though,you always were jealous of my curls! How are you doing? I know you hold yourfamily close to your heart, so I hope you've spent as much time with them aspossible. Try not to bottle anything up, okay? I know you have a tendency topretend everything is okay when it isn't, so please promise me you will talk towhoever wants to listen about how you're feeling. Niall's a pretty goodlistener if you need someone, and I know Liam will always have your back.You're a great character, Z, and you have brightened my life so much since Ifirst met you. Thank you for persuading Louis to admit his feelings for me,without you I don't know if he ever would have had the courage to do it. Thankyou for putting up with all my shit since my diagnosis, especially when I gotangry and took it out on you. You have always been there for me since the daywe met, and I can't thank you enough for being such an amazing friend. I don'twant to put too much pressure on you, Zayn, but I need to ask you to look afterLouis for me. You were there when he lost his mum, you know what he needs togrieve. And Niall, my little blonde baby, please make sure he stays a part ofyour group. He's not going to have anyone now that I'm gone, and he needs hisfamily around him now more than before. Do you remember last Christmas when wemade all those mince pies together and took them to all the local care homes?We must have made hundreds of mince pies that day and you insisted that wewouldn't stop until every person in every home had a treat. You're anincredibly kind person, Zayn, I just wish you opened up to more people so thatthey could see how thoughtful you really are. Thank you for opening up to me, though,knowing the real you has been an absolute privilege. You brought a side out ofme that I didn't know existed, so thank you. I hope you follow your dreams ofbeing an artist, Z, you honestly have the potential to achieve insane things inyour lifetime. Promise me you'll try, no matter how self-conscious you get?Hey, I'll even let you draw a picture of me to help you out, I know all the artcritics would go wild for my curls! I'm joking, I hate to admit it, but yourhair has always been better than mine, and I suppose now is the perfect time toadmit how jealous I am of that! Right, I need to continue to write some moreletters now so I'm going to leave you with one more thing. You are anexceptional person, Zayn, and thank you for being a part of my life. All mylove, Harry x