Am I being selfish?

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Hey I knownits been a while but I have been really busy with school lately so I might be posting irregularly but other than that I hope you enjoy this chapter of Semishira

*after school*

“Hey semi~semi sooooo what did you neeeeed?’’
“Hey Tendo well to be honest I need help with confessing to shirabu. Do you have any advice because you and Wakatoshi are together so could you help me?”
    “Oooh you will confess to Shiraaa”
“Yeah”
    “Well be you and if you make promese keep them and honest”
Tendo says but in the most serious tone I have ever heard from him
    “Ok and when should I do it”
“Soon, 3rd years are leaving soon”
    “Ok thanks tendo time for practise”

*Back to Shirabu’s POV*

Ok if someone ask me about my soulmate or if Semi says I’m off again I will go off at them as we get ready for practice Goshiki ask me the one question I didn’t want to hear 

    “Heyyyy Shirabu who is your soulmate???? I can’t wait to find mine”
“Goshiki.”
    “Yes?”
“Let’s not talk about soulmates, ok?”
    “Why” 
“Because.”
    “You didn’t answer my question. Why not”
“BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. IF I DON’T TALK ABOUT IT MAYBE THEY WILL GO AWAY AND THEN IT CAN GO BACK TO NORMAL”
    “tsk ok I will stop talk but I will say this you should hide your feelings”
Goahiki say then walks out to talk to tendo 
    hide my feelings… no shirabu you have to do this semi will be leaving soon it won't work out. But I just couldn’t take it anymore I break down crying in the club room and tendo finds me crying 
“Shirabu why are you crying”
In my sobs I try to speak but I  just can’t
    “Is it about your soulmate 
I nod my head 
    “Then you should tell him instead of holding it all in”
I look up at him but i still can’t speak my mouth moves but no words come out 
    “I know that you need time but Goshiki is right don’t hide your feelings”
Tendo says before rubbing my back and then walking away 
    “I will tell wakatoshi that you will come to practice late”
He says and then walks out of the club room to leave me alone with my thoughts.
     “He’s wrong if I hide my feelings it will be better I don’t want a soulmate I hate my soulmate”
 I say out loud at that moment a loud sound came from outside so I ran from where it came from and I see Semi on the ground rubbing his head like he hit his head or something

    “What happened?”
“Semi just fell out of nowhere and hit is head”
Goshiki said 
“Oh, hey Semi you ok”
“Yeah”
    Semi replies 
“You should sit it out for a while”
    Tendo says 
But after a while of Semi sitting out he wanted to get back in the game and with that i thought he was fine.

*after practise*

“Hey Semi you want to walk home with me and Shirabu”
Goshiki asked 
“With Who?” 
    “With Shirabu?”
“Oh um no thanks my dad is picking me up”
    “Ok”
Me and Goshiki finish getting ready when Semi’s dad comes in
“Hey Eita are you ready?”
    “Yeah one sce”
Then his dad notice something
    “Hey son where’s your mark?”
“What mark?”
    “You know your soulmate mark”
“Oh that I don’t know it’s ben fading”
    “Your joking right”
Tendo replies 
    “Nope but i don't mind if they are happy then i'm happy”
“Hey semi do you remember your soulmate”
“Not really i remember talking about it with you but that’s all”
Semi say before getting up and following his dad 
    “Shirabu what did you do”
Tendo says
    “Shira you messed up big time”
Goshiki yells 
    “What did I do?!”
I yell back 
    “DID YOU SAY THAT YOU HATED SEMI?”
Tendo yelled at me 
“So what if I did that doesn’t explain why semi has no mark”
“Shirabu yes it does when you said that semi mark disappeared and he starting to forget you and move on shirabu you need to fix this”
    Ushjima tapped in 
“No this is for the better if he forget me that's better than I can go back to my normal life”
    I say going to leave 
As I leave I can hear tendo and wakatoshi talk about how this will affect the team. As I’m walking home I start thinking.
    Am I being selfish? I'm doing all of this because I don't want a soulmate. I'm cutting myself out of Semi’s life just because he’s my soulmate…  No, No snap out of that Kenjiro you don’t need him you have your life planned out you don’t need a soulmate… or am I making a mistake… 

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 29, 2021 ⏰

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