Shinsou And Erasermic Oneshots

I Don't Need Help

Shinsou x Monoma
Angst
Shinsou is struggling with a lot of things and refuses help from everyone.
⚠️Suicidal thoughts and actions⚠️
~Shinsou's POV~
As soon as school is over, I pack my bags and rush to my dorm, slamming the door and flinging my bag somewhere. I lock my door and collapse in front of it, leaning against it and bursting into tears, sobbing loudly.
I can't fucking do this. Not alone... Who am I kidding, I've done everything on my own. I don't need anyone. I thought.
I get up and wipe my tears, grab my bag, and start my work, forcing myself to do it. After I'm halfway through my fifth assignment, I can't do it and throw it.
Whatever... I'll just fail, I don't care anymore.
When in reality, it just made everything I felt worse.
Freak. Stupid. Idiot. Pathetic. Villian. Worthless. Just kill yourself. No one would care. Why don't you cut? You'll feel better.
The voices were hypnotizing, tempting me to cut or worse, kill myself.
"Fuck it, no one would care anyway." I sigh and walk to my dorm bathroom, grabbing my blade.
"What will dad and Papa say?" They won't know. "But what if they find out?" They wouldn't care anyway. I nod, agreeing with the voices.
I breathe in, and run the blade across my arm, adding and adding until there's no more room.
It hurt, but it felt oddly... Nice. I liked the pain.
I move to my legs, making tic tac toe boards on my thighs. I laugh a small, shaky chuckle.
My hands trembling, my arms and legs stinging.
I grab some rubbing alcohol and put it on the cuts, loving the pain it added.
I hear footsteps. Shit.

"Shinsou?" I hear him say.

Monoma...

~Monoma's POV~

I had heard sobbing from Shinsou's room and decided to check on him.
Sure, I'm a cocky bastard, but I care.
I knock on his door, not getting an answer. But I hear faint, soft laughter.
I grab a bobby pin from my pocket and pick the lock. I walk in and stand outside the bathroom door.

"Shinsou?" I call.

I heard him curse under his breath.
"Shinsou. Come out." I scoff, thinking he had a rough day.
After five minutes, he finally walks out, I roll my eyes.
"Took you long enough." He nodded.
"What were you doing?" I ask, looking at him.
He seemed to tense up, and his eyes widened slightly.
"Nothing." He replied quickly.
"I'm glad you 'care', but I'd appreciate it if you left." He said in a snappy tone.
"Okay, I don't care who pissed you off, but don't take it out on me." I snap back, leaving.

~Shinsou's POV~

Good job idiot, you made him upset! Hahaha, this is too much fun to watch!

"I can't do this bullshit anymore, I'm done!" I shout, grabbing a pencil and paper, quickly writing a note.
I make two other copies and tape each to one of my loved one's doors, My dad Aizawa, my Papa Hizashi, and my crush Monoma.
I go back to my room and lock my door, open the balcony door, and sit on the edge.
"You won universe, or whoever is there. I give up."
And, with the first ray of hope I've had in a long time, I jump...

I wait for the feeling of hitting the ground, but it doesn't come.
I open my eyes and look up to see my dad had caught me with his capture weapon.
I failed.. damn it! No!
"Let me go! Let me die, I don't want to live!"
I could see the hurt in his eyes.
He pulls me up and back inside, hugging me tight.
Is he... Crying?!
"Don't move, don't say anything.. just let me hold you.." he said.
He does care... Voice, you're a liar!
We stay in each other's arms crying, when Monoma and Papa run in.
"Shinsou!" Papa shouted, quickly joining the hug and crying, and so does Monoma, though he tries to hide the fact he's crying.
Heh.. my cocky bastard..

a/n sorry this chapter took so long! I've got Writer's block and just a lack of motivation in general. Hope you guys enjoy this chapter!!