5SOS SMUT

Trust me (L.H)

I didn’t even give Luke the time to close the door behind him before throwing myself at him; my arms wrapping around his waist as I buried my face in his neck and inhaled his sent. The bag that was hanging from his shoulder fell to the floor and he started laughing as he lifted me up and started spinning me around. I couldn’t even believe he was really there; he was just back from tour and it felt like I hadn’t seen him in years.

“Oh my god, I missed you so much” I said as he finally put me down and smiled down at me. He looked at me dead in the eye and cupped my face before slowly leaning in and gently pressing his lips down on mine. He was so careful, as if he was scared I was just going to disappear and I felt my heart start to beat faster as he brought me closer. 

He eventually pulled away and took a step back; one of his hands finding mine as he looked at me from head to toe. 

“Look at you; even more beautiful than I remembered” he complimented as he attempted to make me swirl but I hurriedly grabbed his waist and hugged him instead. He wrapped his arms around me once more and we stayed like that for a while; our chests heaving up and down at the same time. 

I lifted my head up and looked at him in the eye; then trailed my gaze down to his lips and I got on my tiptoes to kiss him. His right hand went to the back of my neck and he deepened the kiss; his tongue tracing over my bottom lip and I parted them to get a proper taste of him. 

His fingers traveled up to the top of my blouse and I stopped breathing as he started undoing the first button. I pulled away and took his hand in mine before smiling up at him. 

“What’s wrong?” he frowned and I tried to smile wilder as I shook my head. 
“Nothing!” I immediately answered before turning around and walking toward the living room; “what do you want to do, baby? Movies?” I asked and he hesitated for a second before cautiously following me.

“Huh… I haven’t seen you in months; I know what I want to do” he stated; his eyes racking up and down my body and I felt myself getting embarrassed as I sat down on the couch and waited for him to join me but he just stood in front of me and waited for me to say something. 

“What’s going on?” he asked as he took both my hands in his and made me stand up again. I looked at my feet and bit on my bottom lip. I really didn’t know how to say it; a lot had changed while he was away and as much as I hoped seeing him would make me forget everything; I couldn’t shake the feeling away.
“Is it about me?” he asked; his fingers brushing the skin under my chin as he forced my head up so that my eyes met his. I shook my head and I felt tears appear in the corner of my eyes as pain filled his. 

“Is it about you?” he tried and the look on my face was probably enough of an answer because he wrapped his arms around my waist and brought me closer. 
“What is going on?” he asked worried; I took a deep breath and tried to swallow the lump that had formed on my throat. 

“I don’t feel that good about myself anymore” I confessed with a weak voice; my eyes dropping to the floor again as I didn’t want to see the look on his face in that moment. 

“What?” he whispered; his hands squeezing my sides and when I finally looked up, I noticed that a frown had formed on his face. “Why wouldn’t you feel good about yourself?” he asked and I shrugged before pressing my cheek against his chest. 

“I just don’t feel beautiful; I feel… I don’t know… kind of gross. I’m sorry Luke; I know tonight was not supposed to go that way but-” I started but he stopped me with a kiss; his lips crashing onto mine with force and passion as I fought to keep my balance. 

“Please, let me show you something?” he pleaded and I nodded before pecking his lips. He took my hand in his and led me to the bedroom. He turned the lights on; took his jacket off and put it on the chair in the corner before turning to me. 
“Can you please just… trust me for tonight and just listen to me really carefully; just tonight?” he asked; his hands coming to my hips and I placed mine on his forearms as I nodded hastily.