day 99 || jikook ✔

7🧩

on the plane to seoul. 

i watched the buildings become smaller, farther away. i'm leaving you, for real this time. 

i closed my eyes to let the hot tears burn my cheeks. 

so many happy memories, so many dreams didn't come true. 

do you remember the time we went to the amusement park together? 

i was scared to go on the rollercoasters, but you let me hold your hands the whole time. 

what you didn't know was, i wasn't even that scared. i just wanted an excuse to hold your hand tighter. 

you flushed face was so cute, oh my, my heart melted into a puddle right there and then. but i had to pretend i didn't see it, or else you'd be embarrassed. 

our friends said something to you, probably to make fun of you, but i was too in love to hear them. 

i don't think i ever told you before, but that was the day i fell in love for the first time. so hard my mind couldn't process the huge wave of emotions at once. 

oh i'd give up anything in my life to do that again, with you. 

- pjm