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i lost track of the time as i listened to you, tears streamed from my eyes non stop. 

when the cries died down, your choked out whispers are the only thing left. your usual soft voice was hoarse and broken. it hurt me more than anything hearing you like that. 

you mentioned about how moving to seoul didn't do anything to help your broken heart. and that you couldn't live on without me. 

i listened to every single word. none of them were for me, but all of them were about me. 

your voice became lower and lower until i figured you must have dosed off. with a shaky hand i disconnected the call. 

"i love you, i'll find you." 

i don't remember going to sleep after that, i think i sat on the floor beside my bed, lights on, and stared into the white wall in front of me until the sun came up. 

even though i'm a coward, i'm willing to fight this time. 

- pjm 

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